Father Abraham, Part II

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Hi, all.

Short fiction has not been my priority among my recent works,1 though this story you will read tonight and its companion pieces will be exceptions.

As I mentioned previously, learning that you can write alternative history fiction on my favorite fan fiction site, Archive of Our Own, inspired me to take an alternative look at one of the biggest events of American history and see what might transpire. In this case, what would happen if the assassination plot against Abraham Lincoln not only failed, but was revealed to have had support from the highest levels of the Confederacy’s political and military leadership?

If you want to catch up, Part 1 (in an expected four parts) can be found here. Part 2, which will be below, reveals some of the responses of the United States government against the leaders of the Confederacy for what they did. And we begin this part of the story on the campus of the US Military Academy at West Point. I admit the first scene in this story was one of the ones that first sprang to mind once this idea came to me.


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Father Abraham

Part 2: Old Abe Sets Things Right (1866-1867)

By Jason Liegois


11 September 1866, U.S. Military Academy, West Point, N.Y.

David Mullin

Davy Mullin and the rest of The Corps of Cadets had known today would not be a typical morning muster on the parade ground. But it wasn’t until they saw the gallows erected at one end of the ground that they knew how different a day it would be.

What was to come had been abstract to Davy, the senior, or “firsty” cadet, known as Paddy to his fellow cadets for his Irish heritage. The son of an Irish father who’d fled to America after the Young Ireland Rebellion of ’48 and a mother who’d fled Limerick two years later, he’d gotten his appointment through his Uncle Kerry, who’d risen from being a ward boss in Baltimore to a delegate in the Maryland General Assembly.

It had come through the day Lee ordered Longstreet and Pickett to charge the Union center at Gettysburg. He’d initially resisted going, thinking he could do more for his country by immediately enlisting in the Union Army. However, Uncle Kerry managed to talk him out of it.

“Look here, lad, you’ll not get a better education in America anywhere else but Harvard or Yale, like,” he’d said over cigars in the older man’s study that summer of 1863. “It’ll keep you in good stead whenever you decide to leave the service. And in the service, well … The West Pointers always get their choice of assignments.”

Although initially put out by not getting into the action, the casualty lists from Gettysburg and later Grant’s campaign against Lee the following year made him rethink his earlier eagerness to get into the fight. Besides, he reassured himself, once he and the rest of the Class of 1867 graduated, there would be plenty of opportunities for action in either the West against the Indians (his preference), or as garrison troops keeping order in the still-volatile South.

He and the rest of his bunkmates put on their dress gray uniforms. Paddy’s sleeve bore four chevrons, the insignia of a battalion commander in the Corps of Cadets. At that moment, he was ranked 14 in a class of 69 cadets, with engineering and history being his top classes. Not bad for the son of Irish refugees.

“Can’t believe it’s going to be today, Paddy,” said Edward “Teddy” Banks, the Connecticut boy who was his close friend, fellow firsty, and battalion executive officer, as he dressed on the bunk beside him.

“We knew it was coming, Teddy,” Paddy grunted.

“But why here, for God’s sake?” Teddy retorted. “Why not at the Old Capitol or the Washington Arsenal? Wouldn’t that be the best place for it?”

“We’re soldiers, Teddy. We follow any order that’s lawful, and this was ordered by the law. That’s all there is to it.”

Teddy sighed as he buttoned up his jacket. “I still don’t feel good about this.”

“I reckon that’s the whole point of the enterprise,” he said as he set his tarbucket hat on his head.

#

Within a half-hour, the entire Corps of Cadets were assembled on The Plain, the old parade ground at West Point. They saw the familiar sight of George Washington’s equestrian statue at the northern end of The Plain. What was not familiar was the wooden scaffolding set up beside it, with a high cross beam and three hemp rope nooses hanging from it.

“God save Ireland,” Paddy muttered under his breath.

The Old Man was standing in front of the scaffolding in his full-dress uniform as a major general in the U.S. Army. Gen. George Washington Cullen, the 16th Superintendent of West Point, stood at parade rest as he waited for his charges. Gen. Cullen had served as chief engineer in several theaters of the last war and had even served as chief of staff to Gen. Henry Halleck. Paddy remembered he would be stepping down from the superintendency in a matter of days. A hell of a way to wrap up his term.

After the cadet officers led their men to parade rest in front of the scaffolding, The Old Man began to speak. “Gentlemen of the Corps of Cadets. When Gen. Grant informed me a month previously of what would take place today, I immediately endorsed it. This academy, this Corps of Cadets, functions based on our code of honor and the oaths we take here. What will occur here today, as best as it can be summarized, is the result of a failure of this code and the oaths graduates of this academy took in service of the United States of America. I can think of no other group of men who need to be aware of the consequences of this failure than you, the future officers of the United States Army. We will now proceed.” Looking over his right shoulder, Gen. Cullen gave a single nod.

Paddy could make out a double line of infantry soldiers, all of them either corporals or higher non-commissioned officers, marching with shouldered rifled toward the back of the scaffolding. While he didn’t have a direct view of the lines, it appeared there were a few men walking between them.

Eventually, men started to make their way onto the top of the platform. First, there was a full colonel who seemed to oversee the detachment of guards, who stood off to the left side of the platform, and a barrel-chested sergeant major who appeared to be the main hangman. Then he could see three men, their hands shackled in front of them. They were led to the empty nooses by two guards each holding either arm of each man.

The first man was gaunt with a prominent beard underneath his chin. He had a persistent cough and a limp in his right leg but dressed formally with coat and tie as if he was preparing to give a speech to the U.S. Senate. Jefferson Davis, Class of 1828, graduated 23rd in a class of 33. Former congressman, senator, Secretary of War … and first and last president of the Confederate States of America.

The second man was white haired and bearded, more solidly built than Davis but with a complexion now somewhere between pale green and gray. He stood erect in the immaculate full-dress uniform of a Confederate general. Robert E. Lee, Class of 1829, second in a class of 46, and astonishingly zero demerits throughout his studies. Hero of the Mexican War … and then commander of the Army of Northern Virginia and General in Chief of the Armies of the Confederate States. My God, he was superintendent of this place…

The third man was younger than the other two, his hair and beard more a mix of dark and gray. He scowled at the assembled cadets with a gaze of pure undistilled disdain. Like Lee, he wore the full-dress uniform, not a button out of place, of a Confederate general.

Braxton Bragg, Class of 1837, fifth in a class of 50. Fought alongside Gen. Taylor in the Mexican War … and then served as commander of the Confederacy’s Army of the Tennessee and then chief military adviser to Confederate President Jefferson Davis.

The colonel then turned to face the three prisoners. “Jefferson F. Davis, Robert E. Lee, and Braxton Bragg, you have been convicted of the crimes of treason to the United States of America, dereliction of duty as either an officer of the United States Army or as a federally elected official, and conspiracy to attempt to murder President Abraham Lincoln, Vice President Andrew Johnson, Secretary of State William Seward, and General Ulysses S. Grant, Commanding General of the U.S. Army. As such, you have been sentenced to hang from the neck until dead, the sentence to be carried out this day, 11th of September, 1866.”

Paddy noticed the colonel either had or had handed him three black hoods. He first walked to Davis and wordlessly offered him a hood to put over his head; Davis shook his head. “Any final words?” the colonel then asked.

Davis started at the colonel. “I am an innocent man, and what occurs today is an injustice,” he declared in a high, clear voice. “However, the fault lies with other men, and not with these. Do your duty.”

As the sergeant major placed the noose around Davis’ neck with the knot to the left, the colonel walked to Lee, who also refused the hood. “Any final words?”

Lee bowed his head in what appeared to be prayer. “Almighty God, please preserve the souls of all those here and those of our country. I will deliver your servant’s soul to you today in your name. Amen.”

As the sergeant major eased the noose over Lee’s head, the colonel stood before Bragg and offered him a hood. After an uncomfortable pause, Bragg nodded. “Do you have any final wor…?” the colonel began to ask.

“None those here are worthy of listening to,” Bragg interjected. He gave another nod, and the colonel slid the hood over Bragg’s head before the sergeant major approached with the noose.

After affixing the noose to Bragg, the sergeant major trotted down the steps to somewhere behind the scaffolding. After a pause, the colonel gazed down at where the sergeant major was likely to be and gave a single nod.

It was a bit of a horror that Paddy knew what was to come. There had been a professor of artillery at the Academy who had not had the “pleasure” of hanging men but had seen the act done when living in Oregon in the post-Mexican War and pre-Civil War eras. The discussion regarding execution by hanging had occurred at mess one evening, the professor reasoning it was likely they as officers in the United States’ army would have to consider such things as officers. The man’s words now rang in Davy’s ears.

You had to plan hangings with some thought nowadays. Give them too short a rope or drop, they would dangle and kick against death, and it would come slow but agonizingly sure. Give them a longer rope or drop, the noose was likely to tear the man’s head clean off their shoulders and leave the most … inconvenient mess. No, the trick was to drop them long, but just enough to snap the neck as you would snap a tree branch for the evening fire.

There was a clatter and then the rattle of wood, and he saw the front of the platform swing down on a hinge. There was a crack and then the trio of Confederates dangled at the end of their ropes, silent and still. For a long time, the call of a flock of geese overhead was the only sounds heard over The Plain.

Finally, Gen. Cullen nodded to the first captain of the Corps of Cadets and the colonel nodded to his sergeant major. The first captain ordered the cadets to about face and head back to the dining hall for breakfast, while the sergeant major and his men started the process of taking the bodies down and placing them in rough wooden coffins.

#

Paddy and Teddy stared at each other across their steaming cups of coffee and uneaten biscuits. Whatever conversations they overheard were muted and few on the ground.

“What’s going to happen to them? Their remains, that is,” Teddy murmured.

Paddy stared at him, then took a tentative sip of his mug. It was something approaching but nowhere near acceptable coffee. “Imagine they’ll send them to their families, like they did with Booth and the conspirators.”

The execution of Booth, Lewis Powell, David Herold, and George Atzerodt had been two months before at the Old Capitol Prison. All but Booth had been captured within two days of the assassination attempt trying to flee the Washington area. Booth made it all the way to Baltimore and was attempting to board a ship bound for Newfoundland when a detachment of U.S. deputy marshals intercepted him and shot him four times. Booth managed to survive, but the surgeons had been obliged to remove his left leg below the knee due to the damage one of the bullets caused.

The trials had been fair to most legal observers, according to the papers, but the verdicts and later sentences were never in doubt. For his testimony against his fellow conspirators and the evidence against the Confederate leaders, John Surratt had spared his mother from punishment and earned himself a mere two years imprisonment.

“We’ve not seen the end of it yet,” Paddy added. “Apparently Forrest and Wirtz are due for the gallows next week, but they’ll take care of them at the Washington Arsenal.”

“Thank God. I have to say, Paddy, it’s the damndest thing I ever saw in my life.”

“Mine either. You realize why they did it, right?”

Teddy nodded. “Show us what it means to betray our oaths?”

“That too. But there’s more. Father Abe’s trying to pass along a message to his people.”

“What message?”

“Well, you know how it is at the Point. Officers give orders and soldiers suffer them, right? And if something goes wrong, it’s usually the soldiers who suffer and the officers who get by all right. Back in Ireland, it was the British who ran things and the Irish had to suffer it. Now, though, Father Abe reversed it. It’s the generals and politicians who are getting it good and hard, but the soldiers are being left alone. The men who decided to betray us, who tried to kill Abe, they’re paying the price.

“It’s a brave new world, lad,” Paddy said, leaning back in his chair. “A brave new world.”


May 1867, The White House

John Hay

Hay breathed a sigh of relief as the afternoon sun finally sank past the western horizon overlooking the nation’s capital. Praise the maker for some relief. I’ve spent six years in this swamp turned city, but I’ve still to get used to the humid summers. Not even Illinois in July got this warm.

Although Hay and the three other principal secretaries for the president, now had rooms over at the Willard Hotel, the primary secretary for President Lincoln spent much of his time working in a small office on the second floor of the Executive Mansion, just a few steps away from the president’s own study which doubled as the Cabinet Room.

As he sat down by his desk, he opened a letter he’d just received from John Nicolay, his close friend and predecessor as Lincoln’s primary secretary, who now served as a Consul for the US mission in France. He’d received the appointment from the president shortly before the assassination attempt.

Dear John,

I’m exceedingly thankful I and my beloved will be facing a Parisian summer rather than one in the Old Swamp, as we used to say. Regardless, as soon as this Mexican business resolves itself, we plan to vacation for at least a month in Normandy at Le Harve. The sea air is positively invigorating…

Hay smiled at the detailed descriptions of the Normandy coast. He missed Nicolay, but he remembered how the man had disdained the capital’s summer climate even more than Hay did, to the point he’d disappear on vacation for a month or two at a time. When Lincoln appointed him to a consulship, his friend had to restrain himself from dancing with joy at the news.

Despite missing his friend’s company, Hay had to admit the country was fortunate to have someone of Nicolay’s capabilities in the French Consulate at this point in history. The United States had long had to suffer the presence of French troops in Mexico propping up their puppet emperor, Maximillian, who had usurped the lawfully elected president, Benitez. With the end of the Civil War, diplomatic pressure and the threat of troops at the Mexican border had persuaded Napoleon III to withdraw his troops. Now Maximillian and his remaining loyal Mexican troops were besieged in city of Querétaro, his capture by Mexican rebels imminent. And in this and recent letters, Nicolay had advised the president of the deteriorating relations between France and Napoleon III and Prussia and its chancellor, Bismarck.

He was glad for men like Nicolay and Secretary Seward being on top of foreign affairs. Even with the end of the conflict in the South, there was little rest for the government even now.

Of primary importance during the past couple years had been the administration of the former Confederate states. While the territories nominally controlled by the rebels were now comfortably under federal control, efforts to bring the states back under full control of the government were a work in progress.

In Hay’s opinion, the prohibition of the former Federal officers turned Confederates holding federal and state offices had helped mollify the situation. It had reduced the number of hostile politicians, or at least the most radical of the old Dixiecrats, as southern Democrats were starting to be nicknamed, to be let back into Congress and the state legislatures. Thanks to federal supervision of the 1866 elections by a combination of US marshals and troops, the highest number of Negro officials ever had been elected to Congress and state offices.

As a result, there had been a distinct lack of continued armed resistance against occupation. A group named the Knights of the Ku Klux Klan had attempted to try and bushwack troops in Georgia and South Carolina, but they were swiftly suppressed by a cavalry force led by Gen. Phil Sheridan. Hay remembered reading Sheridan’s report after the fact hypothesizing many of the leaders who might have led such an uprising had either been hung or were in federal prisons. The entire uprising lasted six weeks – not even as competent as the Fenian Raids in Canada.

Despite the Negroes receiving more freedoms than ever before, there was still resistance to the new ways being implemented through the South. There were no restrictions on the former officers and government officials holding local offices – too many politicians considered it a restriction too far on local rule, so many of them had won elections as county supervisors, judges, and sheriffs. These men became known as The Old Counts – a nickname that stuck. I wonder what we’ll have to face when some of the former non-commissioned officers and regular soldiers – the ones not affected by the political bans – gain enough experience to be a force in American politics.

The efforts toward Constitutional reform that had begun with the near-run passage of the Thirteenth Amendment continued. Hay knew Lincoln and Republican leaders in Congress were attempting to put together at least one new amendment specifically spelling out that any people born in the United States were citizens from birth and codifying the previous restrictions placed on those who had violated their previous United States oaths in serving with the Confederacy.

But tonight, Hay was waiting for word on another initiative of The Old Man’s that in his opinion, might be a key to helping the whole process of Reconstruction.

“Mr. Hay?” He looked up. It was one of the other secretaries, a junior man named Ralston. “The clerk of the Senate is here.”

“Show him in.”

It was an older man in formal dress which appeared wilted in the late spring heat of Washington. “Mr. Hay?”

“I am.”

From a leather satchel, he produced a piece of parchment and gave it to Hay. “The Senate approved final passage an hour previous.”

“We’d heard. The margin was six votes in favor?”

“Six votes, yes, Mr. Hay.”

He nodded as he glanced at the heading on the parchment: The Land Reform Act of 1867. “A bit wider margin than I anticipated. Well, thank you, sir. I will present this to the president.”

The Senate clerk nodded before departing the room.

The office Hay now occupied had been Nicolay’s before his departure, and Hay having a room on the opposite side of the hall for his purposes. Now Hay’s old room was now occupied by his two deputies, so all Hay had to do was exit into the hall, step to the right, and enter the president’s sanctum.

The Old Man was there, past the table used for Cabinet meetings and in his favorite armchair, feet propped up on a padded footstool, reading what appeared to be a small pamphlet while facing a fireplace packed with glowing coals. He looked up as Hay entered. The lines on his face seem shallower than at the end of the war.

“Hay, good to see you again,” the president said, lighting up with a smile from ear to ear.

“Mr. President,” Hay said with a nod.

“I trust the correspondence in your hand comes from Capitol Hill?”

“Yes, Mr. President. The clerk confirmed your estimate on the vote.”

“Thank the Lord for small favors,” Lincoln said, reaching out for the paper. “Best I sign this before those boys on Capitol Hill decide to change their minds.”

“Of course, sir,” Hay said, handing over the document.

Lincoln placed it on his desk and scratched his signature at the bottom with a fountain pen. “Make sure to tell them first thing tomorrow we’ve got it signed.”

“Yes, Mr. President.”

The Old Man gestured to one of the two armchairs facing him. “Come now, sit down for a moment, Hay.” He nodded to the carafe of water on the Cabinet table and glasses there. “I would have the chefs bring up coffee, but it might not be for the best this late in the evening.”

“Water will be fine, sir.” Hay poured himself a glass before sitting back down.

“I am aware, Hay, that you were slightly suspicious of this endeavor when I first mentioned it, as was Nicolay before he left for France.”

“Perhaps I was, Mr. President, but with time I’ve come to see the sense in it,” he responded.

Lincoln nodded. “We needed to provide the Negroes with compensation for their unpaid labor and injustices done them. This is something that could provide them an economic advantage, just as important as the advantages of law we try to provide them with.”

“I was surprised to see whites receiving land grants as well, however,” Hay responded.

Lincoln shrugged. “Well, both black and white have been overlooked in favor of the planter class down South since the beginning of the nation. I recall one Confederate sergeant I talked with during a visit to one of the prisoner of war camps three years previously who insisted up and down he could endure any discomfort for the Confederacy as long as he knew he was of higher status than the Negroes.” He chuckled at the memory. “I recall trying to argue the point that if their status could be raised higher than ever before, regardless of the Negroes’ status, then it would be for the best. I would like to think my persuasive powers changed his mind, but perhaps it had more to do with the bottle of whiskey I had the guards slip him at the time.”

Hay nodded. “If the whites see their prospects raised, that could only be good for you.”

“And I did something old Jeff Davis never did for them, may his soul rest peaceful.”

Hay glanced at the pamphlet in the president’s hands. “Pardon me, Mr. President, what are you reading?”

He held up the book: Manifesto of the Communist Party, by Karl Marx and Fredrich Engels. “You’re familiar with Marx?”

“Slightly, yes, sir.”

“I had not realized people could be philosophers and economists simultaneously. “Brave new world,’ indeed.” He thumbed through the initial pages. “Marx wrote me from London upon our re-election to offer congratulations and praise of our efforts to eliminate slavery, on behalf of their international Communist group. Once word spread of our efforts to pass the land reform act, he sent along another letter and this English edition of the Manifesto.

“Apparently, he is releasing a new volume of economic theory later this year, in his native German,” Lincoln continued. “I might have some German-speaking officers in our army or perhaps staff from the State Department see if they can find a copy. My fear at this point is he’ll attempt to dedicate the volume to me, which wouldn’t trouble old Thad Stevens and the rest of the Radical Republicans, but might raise a few eyebrows among pretty much everyone else,” he concluded, beginning to chuckle halfway through the last sentence.

The president turned to Hay. “I wanted to take some time to talk with you tonight, Hay, and ask you about the future.”

“The future, Mr. President?”

“Not to get into many details, good Hay, but I will not be living in this mansion for the rest of my days, in one method or another. You have been a rock for me during these past six years, but … have you considered what your future will be like?”

“My future, sir?” Hay asked.

“I’m sure a future administration, at least an administration of our party, would be interested in someone of your experience serving in some capacity, if that matched your wishes,” Lincoln said.

“Well, that’s a good question, Mr. President,” Hay began. “I’m sure there might be some diplomatic possibilities like with Nicolay …”

“I could see you in a future Cabinet someday, in all fairness.”

Hay nodded. “And Mr. President, I take that for the fine compliment it is. Regardless, I’d like to go out for a while, see the possibilities in the world. Greeley and Whitlaw Reid said they would be interested in having me be an assistant editor at the New York Tribune.”

“With your gift for the written word, it might be a good fit, at that.”

“And I would like to settle down with a good woman who could be my wife, of course. I’ve not had enough time in years past to do so.”

“And I’d not stand in your way for either of your desires, Hay,” Lincoln chuckled. “However, I would hope you might keep your mind open in regards for serving a future Republican administration, regardless of your working for Greeley or not.”

“I’d always be open to a call from you or for my country, regardless of my circumstances,” Hay said.

“Tis well,” Lincoln replied. “Speaking of service to the country … I was hoping you could go down to the first floor to welcome a late evening guest to the People’s House.”

“Who are you expecting, Mr. President?”

“Someone who has served me, and more importantly, his country well and with grace,” Lincoln responded. “Someone who, I hope, is open to another call to duty, or I might be like a riverboat captain with only one serviceable boiler to my credit.”

“I’ll be happy to, Mr. President.”


Grant

Hay led him up the staircase, through the reception area and into the private offices of the president and his staff. As he entered the main hallway, he passed two hard-looking men in dark suits and string ties, armed with Henry repeating rifles and Colt revolvers, and wearing the stars of US deputy marshals.

Neither the president’s nor my staff are taking any more risks after three years back. He recalled the three sergeants who now trailed his every move, who now waited on the first floor of the mansion, also carried Colts at all times as well.

Hay went to the president’s door. “Mr. President, General Grant is here.”

“Very well, Hay. It does appear you are overdue for a night’s rest. The general and I should get along by ourselves.”

“Thank you, sir.” With a bow to the president and to him, Hay took his leave.

“Well, now, Grant, thank you for coming at such a late hour.” He saw the president resting in his armchair, feet up on his favored cushioned stool. “I don’t have much in the way of refreshments, sadly, although I’m sure we can send for some…”

Don’t want to put the man out. He reached into his pocket as he sat down in one of the armchairs opposite the president. “Thank you, but no. If you wouldn’t mind…?” He withdrew a cigar from it.

Lincoln scoffed at that. “You’d not be the first to have lit a cigar or pipe in this room, if you’d note the ceiling.”

He struck a match and lit up. “So, Mr. President, what is it you wished to speak to me about? I understand the Senate finally approved the Land Reform Act?”

“Indeed it did, but that’s not why I called you here tonight,” Lincoln said. “I’ve come to a decision regarding my own circumstances, and I felt it was important to let you know of it before it became common knowledge.” He took a deep breath and then glanced out his window toward the under-construction Washington Monument. “Wherever the Republican Party chooses to meet next year for their national convention, I will be informing them I will not seek or accept a nomination as their candidate for President of the United States for a third term.”

Grant took a long pull from his cigar as he absorbed his words along with the calming cigar smoke. “You sure about this, Mr. President?”

He leaned back into his armchair. “Well, if a mere two terms were enough for General Washington and General Jackson, among others, who am I to think I need more than them?” He giggled for a moment. “In fairness, I might have reconsidered if we faced more dire circumstances than we face now. For example, if the fight against the rebels for some reason had extended until now, I would be wary of leaving this office before the job was done, but considering the situation in 1864, likely the voters would not have given me a third chance at it.”

“I’m not sure about that, sir.”

“If it were not for Sherman seizing Atlanta, Farragut seizing Mobile Bay, and Sheridan chasing the rebels from the Valley, I’d have been back in Springfield two years prior and you’d have to suffer McClellan.”

“Lord forbid.”

“More likely, if Napoleon III had decided he wished to squat in Mexico and try and build an empire, I might have reconsidered leaving before a war with France. But thanks to your generals and our brave boys, and Seward’s powers of persuasion, we avoided that. So, I think I will be able to return to Springfield with a clear conscience.”

“Go back to Springfield? Practice law once more?”

The president shrugged. “Well, I did promise old Bill Herdon that if I was alive at the end of all this, we’d go back to practicing law as if nothing ever happened.”

Grant had to take another pull on his cigar as a feeling of dread started to settle into his shoulders. “So, why tell me about all this?”

There was a nod and a chuckle. “Ah, there’s the question, Grant. I will have served in this office for eight years by the time I catch the train back to Springfield, but what is nagging my mind is not the length of those years but how short they seem. Our administration has accomplished much, but what I think of is how much there needs to be finished. And thus, the need for a good man to succeed me in my position is foremost on my mind.”

Grant thought for a moment. “Your Vice President, Mr. Johnson. He is not up for consideration?”

Lincoln dismissed the idea with a wave of his hand. “He might attempt to undo or at the very least mollify the actions we have taken to pacify the South and protect its Negro population,” he began. “On a practical level, I selected him in 1864 as a member of a unity ticket and platform. In 1868, the Republicans would reject him outright as not being Republican and the Democrats would reject him outright for not being enough of a Democrat. In addition, he doesn’t seem to have the sand to try for a presidential nomination. Depending on the circumstances, I believe he’s more interested in regaining his old Senate seat or returning to Nashville and the governorship.

“No, Grant, he is not up for consideration,” Lincoln concluded, staring at him. “You are.”

A measure of the cigar smoke entered his throat unexpectedly, which prompted a fit of coughing. “Me, Mr. President? No … why?”

“At this point, I trust no one else as much as a leader as you,” Lincoln sighed. “It is true you have no political leadership experience, but considerable military leadership experience. Even though it is not a precise exchange of skills, it is close enough to be of use to your country.

“And to be completely honest, Grant, there are few others I trust at the moment for the task at hand,” he continued. “Both of your top subordinates, Gens. Sherman and Sheridan, would reject the idea of elective office out of hand. Perhaps this is for the best, since we’ll need good leadership in the army if you are to succeed to the presidency.”

“Still, why do you need me? And why now?”

Lincoln glanced back at the Washington Monument. “Even though it seems the past two years have been not as strenuous as the years when we fought against the rebels, my administration has worked hard to try to set things right. Over these past couple years, I’ve concluded we have far more to repair than the damage from the war of rebellion.”

“What do you mean, Mr. President?”

“When the Founding Fathers created our Constitution, they did so while attempting to mollify those who owned slaves,” Lincoln responded. “This needed to be done to ensure the passage of the Constitution. Now, however, slavery is a dead issue, and we are left with attempting to rectify an inherently flawed system as we encounter it, so to speak. In my heart, I believe our current system of government is not precisely calibrated to meet our current day’s circumstances. Exactly what should replace those circumstances… in all honesty, I am not sure. It will take a great deal of thought from more than one capable man, and I know surely I will not be able to sort out all these problems in the time I have remaining in office. It will be up to you, Grant, to at the very least begin this process.”

“You know exactly what is to be done, Mr. President?”

“In all honesty, I do not. I have a semblance of an idea, but not much more than it. I will say I continue to consider the problem at all hours of the night and trust in the counsel of good friends and capable men.”

Lincoln waited for him to respond. Grant knew he’d have to say something right away, to buy himself some time to think, but he knew what he would eventually say. A soldier recognizes when he has been ordered to do something, even if those words were never used. This was an order from his commander in chief. Look out for our country.

“I do thank you for considering that I could be a possible successor to you, Mr. President,” Grant half-declared, half-mumbled. “It is a serious undertaking, as you have said, and I have to give it long and considerable thought – though I know you will need an answer sooner rather than later to put your plans in motion.”

Lincoln nodded. “You’d have to present this to Mrs. Grant, as well, to get her advice, of course.”

He shook his head and took another couple of drags from his cigar. “In all candor, Mr. President, she may find the prospect easier on the mind than it lays with mine. She has adjusted to Washington well and has appreciated the opportunities for travel we have already had.”

“Of course. Make sure to listen to your wife, regardless of her feelings – they are usually right, of course. Speaking of family, how is Fred?”

“Doing well at West Point. He ended up viewing the end of Davis, Lee, and Bragg along with the others. ‘Good riddance,’ is what he wrote me afterward. He was a bit disappointed to not be ready for the big war, but I wasn’t in the slightest. I’m not sure how I would have handled it if he would be asking me for a combat posting … but then you know how it is.”

Lincoln nodded. His eldest son Robert had taken a leave from Harvard to volunteer and serve on Grant’s staff. The president was beside himself with worry, but he sensed Robert would have never forgiven him if he’d opposed his signing up. “And the others?” he asked.

Grant nodded. “Buck” – Ulysses Jr. – “is off studying at Exeter in New Hampshire. Nellie and Jesse are still quite young and will stay with us for a time, but I’ll have to consider what their schooling will consist of. Yours?

“Robert’s finished his studies at Harvard and is in Chicago now, studying for the Illinois bar exam. Tad will stay with us when we return to Springfield, although eventually he will likely join Robert in Chicago to seek his education.”

“How has Tad been coming along? I’d heard he’d had some sort of operation a few months back.”

“Ever since he was a child, he’d had difficulty with the palate of his upper jaw, gave him problems with swallowing food, and speaking at times. A doctor who teaches at Princeton said he would be able to finally sort out Tad’s difficulties. It took time to heal, but his health and confidence have greatly improved. Robert … I missed out on much of his youth as a lawyer on the riding circuit. Tad has been … excitable since he was a small boy, and it will be for the best Mary and I can keep him close for a while before he joins Robert in the wider world. Treasure any time you get with them, Grant – it goes so fast.”

That was as much of an order as the run for president. “Absolutely, Mr. President.”

Lincoln stood up and brushed some lint off his trousers before extending his hand. “Well, then, Grant, I’ll leave you to the rest of the evening. You can talk the matter over with Julia and we’ll meet again, perhaps next week.”

Sir, yes sir. Grant took his president’s hand. “I’ll look forward to it, Mr. President.”


So, Grant is running for the presidency in 1868, as he did in real life … although this time with the endorsement of the legendary Lincoln and a more quelled South under a more harsh reconstruction.
When we come back for Part 3 next month, we’ll see what happens when a still relatively young Abe Lincoln’s life will be like after the White House and how Grant adjusts to the presidency.
See you then.

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Father Abraham, Part I: An alternative history story

statue of american president in museum

Hi, all.

I was stuck hard on what I wanted to write about tonight. It’s been a while since I did a new fiction piece here. I’ve been focused on my longer work for a while, and I would say short fiction is firmly #3 on my priority list (with #1 being novel-length fiction and #2 being poetry1.

However, a friend of mine I know of from Archive of Our Own, one of the bigger fan fiction sites out there, wrote a bit of alternative history fiction for the site. I’ve liked the alternative history genre, so I decided to use one of the biggest events of American history as the inspiration for this piece.

I hope you enjoy it. And as the title suggests, this is only the first part of the story.


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Father Abraham

Part 1: The Thespian Cometh Not (1865)

By Jason Liegois

From Abraham Lincoln: Second Father of His Country (Andrew R. Roberts, 1982).

Abraham Lincoln sits astride the history of the 19th century as, if not its most significant figure, certainly its most significant political figure. While his two terms in office did not see Lincoln make a significant direct impact on foreign affairs, he was the essential figure in not only preserving the only eight decades-old American democratic experiment, but in refining and strengthening that experiment for a century and more to come.

While F. Scott Fitzgerald said there were no second acts in American lives, he inexplicably must not have considered the life of Lincoln before committing the thought to paper. For Lincoln had a second act nearly as comparable to the first after he left the White House in the winter of 1869 (or perhaps a third act, if one was to consider his time spent as a successful Illinois traveling lawyer and a less successful time spent as a politician).

However, it’s almost staggering to consider this second act, and a good portion of the first act, almost was lost from history due to a twist of fate. While the attempted assassinations of four key figures of the United States government had a profound influence on subsequent events in post-Civil War America, one can only consider the resulting chaos if the Confederate conspirators had succeeded with their plans of 14 April 1865.

This sense of disconcertion increases, of course, when considering the only difference between a fresh start for the United States of America and chaos were a few liters of hard liquor.


13 April 1865, Washington, DC

It was around noon that day when John Wilkes Booth had tumbled out of his bed in the boarding room he called his living space and headed over to Ford’s Theater. He’d worked so often at the venue that he even had his mail delivered there.

Much was on Booth’s mind on the thirteenth of April, the culmination of a conspiracy at that point nearly two years in the making. However, a series of recent events had dramatically altered the nature of the plans against the American president from mere kidnapping to assassination.

Just two days previously, Booth, alongside his confidant and former Confederate soldier Lewis Powell, had attended a speech given by the president in Washington. It was on this occasion Lincoln had spoken of the need to give slaves now emancipated by either the Emancipation Proclamation or the Thirteenth Amendment to the First Constitution the right to vote.

Enraged, Booth turned to Powell and hissed, “That means n****r citizenship … That is the last speech he will ever give.”

He then urged Powell to immediately shoot Lincoln. It is unknown exactly why he did not simply make the attempt himself, whether it had to do with him not being armed at that time or that he considered Powell to be a better marksman than himself. However, Powell, too, begged off the attempt, worried about escaping from the crowd after the attack.

The next day, word of the surrender of Gen. Robert E. Lee and his Army of Northern Virginia three days hit the city. With Lee’s surrender, the capture of the Confederate capital of Richmond, Virginia, and the flight of Confederate President Jefferson Davis and his government from Richmond and toward exile, most observers considered the matter of the Southern rebellion all but closed.

For Booth, however, he felt there was one last hand to be played. General Joseph E. Johnson and his men were still at large somewhere between northern Virginia and the Carolinas, and other forces still not surrendered. And at Ford’s Theater on that day, the card dealer of the universe dealt Booth three aces.

It was at the theater that Booth overheard preparations being made for Lincoln, Lt. Gen. Ulysses S. Grant, overall commander of United States’ ground forces, and their wives to attend the next evening’s performance of Our American Cousin. It was a perfect opportunity for him to make his move.

That evening, Booth gathered his conspirators at the boarding house of Mary Surratt, their regular gathering place. As well as Booth, the crew included Lewis Powell, Powell’s fellow Confederate veteran Samuel Arnold, Surratt’s son John, a Confederate spy, David Herold, and George Atzerodt. All has been willing to undertake the kidnapping scheme, and now, with their beloved Confederacy on the brink of collapse, were now willing to undertake assassination.

And not merely a single assassination, either. It was clear to Booth the entire Union political and military leadership needed to be attacked if there was any hope of turning the inevitable tide.

With this in mind, Booth gave himself the task of entering the theater and then assassinating first Lincoln and then Grant as they watched the play. With his status as an actor who’d performed at Ford’s previously, he would have the least difficulty of gaining entrance to the theater and getting close to Lincoln and his party. Arnold would accompany him, wait outside, and then serve as a backup in case either Lincoln or Grant were able to escape the theater unharmed.

Meanwhile, Powell, accompanied by Herold, would go to the home of Secretary of State William Seward, the most prominent member of Lincoln’s cabinet, to assassinate him. Finally, Atzerodt would go to the Washington residence of Vice President Andrew Johnson and end his life.

John Surratt would be responsible for arranging funds and papers for the conspirators after the assassinations, to avoid the inevitable hunt by Federal authorities. Surratt and Powell’s connections to the Confederate Secret Service extended all the way to one man: Confederate Gen. Braxton Bragg, the former commander of the Army of the Tennessee and former chief military adviser to Jefferson Davis himself. Long disgraced in field command for his failures at Perryville, Stones River, and Chattanooga, his close friend Davis had given him the face-saving position of military adviser, but he’d been eased out of even this position with the naming of Robert E. Lee as the overall Confederate commander and the installation of one of Bragg’s multiple enemies, John C. Breckinridge, as Secretary of War.

Eager to prove his worth to his friend Davis, he began to involve himself in the plots to kidnap Lincoln, even going so far as to siphon funds away from the defense of Richmond to help pay the expenses of the conspirators.

Both Davis and Lee were aware of Bragg’s machinations. Davis was in favor of anything that would preserve the Confederacy, so he gave his unqualified assent to Bragg’s efforts. Lee was not as accepting of Bragg’s efforts as Davis, and informed the president of his misgivings, but in the end he did nothing to stop or hinder the efforts of the conspirators. Having limited dealings with subterfuge, Lee deferred whatever misgivings he had to his president’s judgement, right or wrong.

It would prove to be a fateful decision among all three men.


14 April 1865, Washington, DC

John Wilkes Booth

He was alone in the tavern at noon except for a few derelicts, the barkeep, and a glass with a whiskey bottle in front of him.

Anything to chase away the blues.

Over the past three days, his mood had veered from manic excitement to deep depression, from a knife-point focus to a scattered hopelessness. There were times when he vibrated with energy and purpose, certain that he and his co-conspirators were the only defense against losing the Southern way of life. But there were other times, more frequently now, where he sensed everything was lost.

He refilled his glass and took another shot. Regardless of whether he could save the Confederacy or it was beyond help, he felt in some ways he’d reached the end of his road at just twenty-seven years old. He’d been part of a storied acting family and had found both fame and fortune on the stage. However, he hadn’t stepped on a stage for a month and had no desire to. He’d joked to one of the borders at the Surratt house who’d asked about his absence that the only play he wished to star in was Venice Preserv’d. The man missed his attempt at humor – the play was about an assassination plot.

There was a letter in his coat pocket addressed to Lucy Hale, daughter of a US Senator from New Hampshire. They’d been secretly engaged two months previously. She had little knowledge of his support of the Confederacy and none of the depths of his hatred toward Lincoln.

He’d last seen her at Lincoln’s second inauguration last month. The last letter he’d sent her was at the end of the previous month. He was already mourning the loss of his love, just as he mourned the estrangement from his brother and fellow actor Edwin.

Even if he and his collaborators fully succeeded in their plans, at the very least they would all be on the run, If they were lucky they might be able to make it to overseas, maybe Mexico, the Caribbean, or Brazil. They even still had slavery in the last country. If not, perhaps Britain would give them asylum, or at worst look the other way. The worse scenario, of course, was him getting shot right after he shot the president and Grant. In any case, the well-crafted life and career he’d built over the past decade would be blown to pieces, at the very least.

He’d been preparing himself for the event for some time. He already had the derringer and dagger he planned to use on the president and Grant. But now, just hours before Our American Cousin was to start, he found preparing himself mentally for the task was, to use an analogy, a long leap.

He started at the bottle. He’d not slept, by his own reckoning, for a day and a half. With a deep sigh, he fumbled for some coins and bought a second whiskey bottle to take with him along with the half-filled first one. His intention was to go back to his room, get a drink, lay down for a few hours and wake up refreshed for the task ahead.

He managed to consume two-thirds of one bottle before passing out.


Arnold

He was in a bar he frequented many times in recent months, not to drink but to listen. It was a haunt of many of General Grant’s junior staff officers, and Arnold made a point of trying to unobtrusively listen in to the Union men’s conversations. He’d hoped to get a meal and perhaps some new information to pass along to his Confederate handlers, assuming they were still able to receive information while on the run from Union soldiers.

“…damndest thing, having to make plans for the old man to travel at the last minute,” he heard one young lieutenant say.

“Wasn’t he going to the theater tonight with the President?” a fellow lieutenant said.

“They said they had to visit some of Mrs. Grant’s relations, but in all frankness, I don’t know if the wives get on.”

“The number of people on friendly terms with the First Lady might be counted in two hands,” the second lieutenant said.

“Anyway, they’re on the train to New Jersey tonight. Place will be quiet the next couple of days.”

It took every amount of restraint for Arnold to finish his meal and his pint of beer and not immediately take his leave. His mind was racing, however.

Booth planned to kill both Lincoln and Grant but now it will be just Lincoln. I could either go wait for Booth as planned. But wouldn’t it make sense for me to try and see if I can get the drop on Grant? By himself, Grant might be enough to hold things together. And Booth should be able to get into Ford’s unaided, which is more than I could do.

In fifteen minutes, by the time he finally took his leave, Arnold had made his decision. Fingering the loaded pepperbox revolver he had in his coat pocket, he started to walk over to the New Jersey Avenue station to see when the next train to Jersey left.

#

Just before 10 p.m. that evening outside William Seward’s Lafayette Square home, Lewis Powell entered the home, attempting to claim he was delivering medicine to the Secretary of State, recovering from a fall from a carriage. Herold waited outside.

At the same moment, George Atzerodt went to the Kirkwood House, where Vice President Andrew Johnson was staying. Atzerodt stopped at the downstairs bar and had the first of several glasses of gin.

#

Arnold had found out the train to New Jersey was leaving at 10:15 p.m. The station was close to empty except for a few travelers, more than a couple of whom were soldiers apparently headed off on leave. He hid in the shadows behind a brick column on the train platform, his Colt Walker pistol drawn but hidden behind his back.

He saw a man and woman headed for the platform, the man in an officer’s overcoat and hat, and a dark-haired woman in a gray dressed who, to his surprise, appeared to be cross-eyed.

The lit end of a cigar illuminated the man’s face as they walked past him. Grant.

He waited until they walked past him, then eased behind the man, as soft-footed as possible. Arnold brought the revolver up to the back of Grant’s head. The first click of the gun cocking echoed across the platform.

Suddenly, the shorter man whirled to the right and Arnold could hear the scrape of steel. The general’s dress saber flashed through the air and struck his forearm, but the blade was at an uneven angle and did not cut deep. Regardless, it spoiled Arnold’s shot.

The ball whizzed between Grant and the woman’s heads, splintering the side of a nearby train car. Despite the ache in his arm, he tried to cock the revolver again for another shot.

With a lunge, Grant drove the point of his saber in the center of his gut. Gasping for breath, Arnold was driven to the ground by the older man.

Leaping up, Grant sprinted to the woman. “Julia! Julia! Are you all right?” He wrapped his arms around her shoulder as she knelt on the ground.

“I’m all right, Ulysses,” she whispered, choking back a sob. “I’m fine.”

It started getting darker for Arnold. Grant then knelt over him. “Who are you?” he shouted. “Who sent you? Who sent you?”

He couldn’t catch his breath. With a gasp, Arnold said, “You’re too late. The Illinois ape’s dead.”

His consciousness faded to black.

#

The screams from Seward’s house frightened Herold from tarrying around outside. A bloodied and manic Powell fled outside through the front door and exited into the night.

Atzerodt left the Kirkwood House without seeking out Johnson at all.

Booth still slept.


15 April 1865

Booth

It was morning. Oh my God, it’s morning.

Booth had fallen asleep on top of his bed. It’s morning? What happened? Damn me, I know what happened.

He ran out of the room and the house after gathering what money he had and a suitcase with some random clothing. Booth started to make his way to the train station.

At the first streetcorner, he saw a paperboy hawking the morning papers. He gave the boy a penny, walked down the streets, and gawked at the headlines:

ASSASSINS IN WASHINGTON

GRANT, SEWARD ESCAPE DEATH; SEWARD, SONS WOUNDED

PRESIDENT LINCOLN SUSPECTED TARGET

As he walked rapidly to the station, one thought came to mind: All is lost.


The White House

A young man approached one of the sentries on duty at the north side of the residence. “Excuse me, sergeant?”

“What’s your business?”

“My name’s John Surratt,” the man said. “I have information regarding the attacks on Gen. Grant and Sec. Seward.”


July 1865

Old Capitol Prison, Washington, DC

He walked through the gates with barely a word. He let Col. Rawlins and the three stars on each of his shoulders do the talking.

The orderlies led him to the door of the cell and unlocked it for him.

Lt. Gen. James Longstreet sat in a wooden chair at a dining table, staring through the barred window to the outside. There was a writing desk in one corner, a washbasin in another corner, and a modest cot on the other side of the room.

Dressed in a clean Confederate officer’s uniform, Grant’s former West Point classmate appeared paler than he recalled, but the bigger man’s hair and bushy beard reaching to his chest appeared well-groomed. He saw him pick up his right arm by the wrist and lay it down on the table with his left, and Grant remembered the wound from Petersburg.

“Afternoon, Sam,” Longstreet said. “Here to visit?”

“Actually, I am, Pete. I am,” Grant said.

Pete waved to a wooden chair on the other side of the table. “Make yourself comfortable.”

Grant nodded and sat down. “How have things been with you?”

Longstreet crossed his legs at the ankles as he leaned back and sighed. “In all truth, I would prefer to be back with my wife and children, but I cannot complain about the circumstances of my captivity. I doubt our troops in Camp Douglas had access to coffee,” he concluded, nodding at the tin mug of now-cold coffee on the table. He referred to an infamous camp for Confederate prisoners.

“Glad to hear it, Pete.”

“I’m assuming you had news for me, Sam? You didn’t want to share this with my counselor?”

“This news, I reckon, needed to be given in person.”

Longstreet fixed Grant with a dark stare. “Who’s getting hung, Sam?”

“Davis, Lee, and Bragg. Bragg for arranging it, Davis and Lee for agreeing to it.”

“Gen. Lee never agreed to anyone being assassinated, Sam.”

“He never objected, either, and he had the ability to stop it.” Grant’s expression twisted as if he was in pain. “All the living conspirators captured, of course: Booth, Powell, Herold, Atzerodt.”

“Not the Surratts, according to what I read in the papers?”

“Young Mr. Surratt gave us Davis, Lee, and Bragg in exchange for not charging his mother and leniency for himself – five years imprisonment.”

“Anyone else facing the noose?”

“Some for charges not related to the conspiracy. Gen. Forrest and some of his men have been charged in connection with the murder of Negro prisoners after Fort Pillow. The Swiss colonel in charge of Andersonville in Georgia and his men, too.”

“Maybe you should bring up the commandant of Camp Douglas up on charges, as well.”

“Turns out that possibility is being considered.”

There was a small quiver in Longstreet’s voice. “Am I under consideration?”

“No hanging. There’s a … consensus that those academy graduates who left the US forces to join the Confederacy deserve prison time.”

“Hell of a thing to be going back on your word you gave at Appomattox.”

I didn’t know there were people hunting for me and my president when I gave that word. It would have been neighborly for Gen. Lee to have given me fair warning about it at the time.”

“I knew nothing about it.”

“And that’s why you’re not getting hung,” Grant shot back. “Those bastards came within an inch of murdering my wife! Every other night I have visions of her getting shot in the chest and having to explain to my children why their mother can’t be with them. Pete, nothing ever shook me like this, not Mexico, not Tennessee, Mississippi, or Virginia. Nothing.”

There was a long silence between them. “How long for me?”

“No more than five years, though even now the president is looking to reduce sentences and I’m putting in a word for you. Voting rights restored after your release, but you’ll be prevented from holding elected office. The enlisted men, the non-commissioned officers, they’ll be left alone. But there has to be a price paid for going against your oath.”

Longstreet gazed out through the window, a blank expression on his face. “Any other surprises?

“The old man’s pushing through a land reform act, breaking up the big plantations, trying to get some of the land to the former slaves.”

“How in the hell is he going to get support for that?” Longstreet scoffed.

“He’s planning on including the white sharecroppers in on the deal, at least a good portion of them,” Grant responded.

Longstreet had a good laugh at that. “Probably a good thing I never got into the plantation business, then.”

“You want to see if I can get you and myself some fresh coffee, Pete?”

“Wouldn’t mind it.”


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Sailing Around Cape Horn: Poetry Night, 25 Jan. 2026

a scenic view of the ocean from cape horn

It’s another night for poetry around here.

It’s a bit cold outside for the past couple of days. That might have been on my mind when I wrote these.

Sorry if I’m not profound tonight


Modern Igloos

Fort Madison, Iowa, 24 January 2026

Frost paint windows off white

The cold invades where you’re closest to the outdoors

Only stone, wood, electrified heat sources, and a cup of tea

Hold off the entropy.

You think back to the old cartoons

Inuit chilling both ways in igloos

And being thankful for civilization

Because you know you couldn’t answer the Call of the Wild.


Didn’t want to do another winter poem, so I combined the cold weather with one of my recent obsessions, the ocean. It’s a weird obsession considering I only lived near the ocean for a very short time in my childhood and for most of my life I’ve never lived closer than 850 miles than the nearest part of the ocean (Gulf of Mexico). But maybe living near the Mississippi River sparked something like it with me. Apologies are likely in order for my parents who once had a catamaran for sailing on the the lakes in Iowa but I was not as enthusiastic about it back in those days like I should have been.

I started thinking about the old sailors who make the trip around Cape Horn in southern Chile. I’ve long heard legends about how challenging the trip was. This is me picturing what it might be like.


Cape Horn Days

24 January 2026, Fort Madison, Iowa

On the bridge, morning watch,

Sealed coffee mug fastened in the holder

Protection from the fifty-foot waves

And the blows of the Horn’s gales.

It’s not like it was with the old clipper sailors.

We have a restaurant-level galley and temperature-controlled cabins,

They had a fire pit, iron kettle, swaddled in wool to keep cold and water away.

We have electronic GPS navigation and radar, WiFi and satellite radio,

They had compass and charts if lucky, the stars and waves if they weren’t.

Steel and polymer vessels are far stronger than

Their wooden clipper ancestors.

But they both had to dodge typhoons and icebergs alike.

The Horn looms in the distance through his binoculars

Its waters wild, beautiful, and treacherous.


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Hope 2026 is going all right, all things considered. Take care everyone.

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A Rainy Night in Iowa: Poetry Night, 28 Dec. 2025

a rainy street with a motorcycle and a street light

All right, one more batch of poems for 2025.

I had thought I hadn’t been doing this series for too long, but a quick review of past posts indicated I’ve been doing this now for at least two years. It’s wild I’ve been doing this for that long.

In a glance at the file I’ve been using to store this year’s poems, I counted 29 poems I’ve written, both published and unpublished, since the start of the year. Considering I only ever wrote poetry once in a blue moon for nearly all my life, this is a massive increase in productivity.

Hopefully, I can keep this up. I have to say I’ve never put as much attention into my poetry as I have my fiction work, but I do hope putting in the time and work pays off in the end, if not financially then at least artistically.


I’m glad it’s becoming late fall/early winter now. I’ve always felt I did better in colder climates than warmer ones – maybe some heritage from my Wisconsinite parents and grandparents. But I also wonder if it would be everything I’d hope for, so this poem grew out of these thoughts.


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Rainy Night in Iowa

Fort Madison, Iowa, 28 December 2025

Skies uniform gray

Mist and wet saturate the ground

Seep into your hoodie and cap

Streetlights reflect onto wet pavement.

Fog gray shades and fades everything,

Convert hi-beams to decorative lights

Left with the fear of Iowa wildlife

Jumping into your path.


It’s getting close to the end of the year and I’m trying to race to reach my word count goal before New Year’s Day 2026. The possibility of me making the deadline can be described as possible but with no more time to lose. However, ever since my journalism days, a tight deadline has always inspired me – as well as this next poem.


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Immovable Deadline

Fort Madison, Iowa, 28 December 2025

In the end, it comes down to math:

Number of words yet to write

Number of days, hours, and minutes to write,

And a formula you hope will total the right number at Deadline.

No more hemming and hawing

As the numbers are there in your face

One thing to keep in mind: those words

Don’t have to be your best to make it to the Deadline.


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My first collection of poetry is out.

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2026 is coming down the road. I’m wondering what words it will bring along.

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Rivers and Words: Poetry Night, 23 Nov. 2025

Tonight is Poetry Night for me, as I continue my journey as a poet playing around with words and ideas, scrambling both up into what could be called a decent dinner or a very late brunch. We could go with either one.

Before we get into the poetry, however, I have a brief poetry celebration to commemorate.

Last year for the first time, I became a dues-paying member of the Iowa Poetry Association, a small effort on my part to try and take my poetry seriously. For the first time this year, I participated in the IPA’s competitions for their annual anthology, Lyrical Iowa. Although I did not place in any of the competitions I participated in, my poem “Peace of Mind” was selected for publication in the 2025 version of Lyrical Iowa. You can pick up a copy here: this year’s edition was dedicated to Rodney Reeves, a fellow IPA member and a member of the Burlington-area Society of Great River Poets I also belong to.

Now, on with the poetry


I’m glad it’s becoming late fall/early winter now. I’ve always felt I did better in colder climates than warmer ones – maybe some heritage from my Wisconsinite parents and grandparents. But I also wonder if it would be everything I’d hope for, so this poem grew out of these thoughts.


village on sea coast
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Dreams or Mirages of the North

Fort Madison, Iowa, 23 November 2025

Cradled in my head

In the heat sink of an Iowan July

Despairing of sensing cold ever again

I entertain images of ice-wind gusts over rocky and remote lands

Mountains standing sentinel over a modest hamlet

The stark beauty of winter in twilight.

However, my mind ponders

The cool images warming my overheated soul

And I question if they are mere delusions.

If my dreams became some form of reality

And I arrive at my ideal lands,

Would it merely be a cold hardship rather than one overheated?


I only once lived in a home near the ocean, the modest-sized town of Seabrook, Texas. It was southeast of Houston, on Galveston Bay with Galveston Island a bit further southeast.

I ended up spending most of my life on the banks of the Mississippi River, but I’ve sometimes wondered whether I would have developed something of a similar kinship to the ocean I did to the river. I’ve come to consider that it might be slightly different due to apprehensions I have about very large bodies of water.

I have the type of fear of heights that has no effect on me if I’m at the top floor of a building or flying in a plane1, but leaves me almost paralyzed at the thought of me hanging off the side of a building on a rope or even peeking over the balcony of a tall place. Similarly, I have no fear of crossing an ocean by ship, but I wonder what type of panic I would have if I ducked my face underneath the waves and all I saw was dark blue fathoms and prowling sharks below2.

So, those thoughts prompted the following.


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Tepid Channels and Chilled Depths

Fort Madison, Iowa, 23 November 2025

Sitting in the brownish green of The River

Its Flow around me as I sit on the edge of the channel

Anchoring my feet in the muck of its riverbed,

The life and waters pouring around me,

I ponder what it would be like to dive into the open waters

Of the Open Sea.

I picture myself bobbing on top of the endless brine

And anxiety wrapping my heart into tap-out submission

At the thought of dipping my head above the surface

Gazing into the acres of dark blue, the alien fathoms,

Waiting for it and its dwellers to devour me,

I treasure the tepid channels above the chilled depths.


Now for a quick commercial break, lol.


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Take care, everyone, and I’ll see you down by the bend in the river, road, or line.

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  1. My reluctance to fly nowadays is due to crowded aircraft, cramped seating, and overcharged tickets. ↩︎
  2. A new word I learned today – Thalassophobia, the fear of deep bodies of water. You can learn new stuff every day. ↩︎

Rivers and Words: Poetry Night, 26 Oct. 2025

Welcome to a Sunday night edition of Poetry Night, where I produce some original poetry usually inspired by the territory and lands I live in or my day to day experiences and musings. Tonight will be a mix of both of those ideas.


I managed to get out onto the Mississippi River again today, thanks very much to my wife. It was especially lovely in October when you can see the leaves changing and you don’t start sweating five minutes after you step outside like you do in July. This was (hopefully) the first of a few results of the trip.


Drifting

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 October 2025

Upstream

The boat muscles against the current

Against the Flow

While we huddle as the wind

Whisks our warmth away.

Once we navigate the starboard turn

Between the green can near the Iowa side

And the red cone near the Illinois

The current and the islands protect us from

The worst of the wind

And we go with the flow.

The multicolored leaves shelter the cabins

On the River’s edge

And it feels like home.


I’ve tried to not get too political with my writing in general and especially my poetry, but it feels like there’s more that needs to be said.


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The Cost of Speech

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 October 2025

Americans confuse “freedom of speech”

With “free speech.”

Trust a teacher and poet to get pedantic

With vocabulary and definitions.

While the latter is a shortened version of the former,

Implications grow that speech is free.

Speech, in fact, has both great value

And great cost.

The proper words have enough value

To inspire people and save souls.

But they also cost their speakers

In ways more valuable than money.

All of us have freedom

But we all have to pay the cost.


Now a quick commercial break, lol.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.



I hope you’ve had a great weekend. I’ll see you around the bend.

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A Hodge Podge: Poetry Night, 28 Sept. 2025

assorted color paint buckets

Hello, all who either happened to stumble on to my page or regular subscribers. It’s Poetry Night, where I drop some samples of original poetry for your consumption and consideration. The theme for tonight is… all over the place, to be honest. Let’s see what I whip up tonight.


The first poem tonight is me realizing I’m in a fiction writing rut and trying to get out of it with this poem. It’s only sort of working1.


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Procrastination

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 September 2025

Staring at a screen

Which is not the one you need to be staring at

The words don’t come

You want them to appear already

The creation completed

The effort behind you.

But your thoughts

Dart toward endless distractions

And entertainments occupying your mind.

The problem is

While you feel calm when you distract yourself

At the end

There’s just emptiness for time and opportunities

Wasted.


This is not a poem intended to be aimed at anyone in particular. I think it’s something that might apply to many people who think they might need to engage with certain individuals, some they know very well, some little more than strangers. Sometimes it’s better to keep your distance.


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Hermitage

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 September 2025

There are people in this world

Who provide anxiety and not comfort

Emotional work and not renewal,

Who drain and don’t cultivate.

You feel you need to engage

To draw them in, to cultivate relationships.

Building relations, networks,

Is the most human of instincts.

But poisoned people you don’t need

In your hermitage of the soul,

You can keep that safe

And thrive on your own.


Now a quick commercial break, lol.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.



Anyway, hope your night is going well. I’m doing all right, trust me. See you around the bend of the road, river, or rail, depending2.

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  1. It’s actually not – I just looked at my word count for last week. ↩︎
  2. Thanks to my friend and fellow poet Gesene Oake for her suggestions and revisions to these pieces. ↩︎

Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 23 August 2025: About word weaving and word weavers

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Hi, everyone, subscribers and random readers alike. It’s Poetry Night, the night I drop some brand new selections of verse for your reading pleasure. The use of words and those who use words for a living are the themes of tonight’s offerings.

But first, a quick commercial break 😄.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.


Over the years I’ve spent writing in all forms and genres, there’s always been a balancing act between using mountains of words to paint vivid mental pictures or construct grand arguments and keeping what you write short and to the point. Combining this observation with Miles Davis’ statements about how the notes a musician doesn’t play have more significance than the ones they do play were inspiration for this piece.


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Words and Spaces

Fort Madison, Iowa, 22 August 2025

Over time in the years I’ve worked and weaved with words

I’ve used ones which were impactful, obscure, theatrical, stylish, and elaborate.

At times they overcrowded my work

Weary football fans packing onto too-small benches for forgotten games and reasons.

But over years I’ve come to learn

The spaces between words

The things left unsaid and unattended for the reader to ponder

Make a meaningful effect.


Earlier this week was the ninth anniversary of The Tragically Hip’s final live show in their hometown of Windsor, Toronto, Canada. The legendary Canadian band was at the end of its final tour after vocalist and primary songwriter Gord Downie announced he had terminal brain cancer. He’d die a year later at just 53 years old.

I had been vaguely aware of the band during its growth into prominence during the early 90’s, but they were always more Canada’s band than other great Canadian musical acts that found cross-border appeal. Unfortunately, I didn’t get into them heavily until just before his death, so I’ve had to spend the time since sifting through three decades worth of fantastic music.

Tonight, I figured a dude who once wrote a song called “Poets” was probably a good subject for one.


Gord Downie

Words to Remember Gord (A Memorial)

Fort Madison, Iowa, 20 August 2025

I remember the sight of you in white

Jaunty white top hat

Knife-edge lean but a grin as wide as the Ontario prairies

Singing for your home and people with a ferocity born

Knowing it was the last time.

Knowing Death was gathering you up, preparing your space,

As you stood tall on the stage.

You sung of death long before it reached you,

But also of love, friendship, loss, home, and life

You were a poet even as you said not to tell you of them

And what I learned from you is

Life has no dress rehearsal

It is now.


Well, hope I gave you some enjoyment tonight. Hope the rest of August goes well for you. Take care, everyone.


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An Appeal to My Readers: Are you interested in meeting me in person?

Hi, everyone.

I’ll be brief here, since I covered most of what I wanted to cover in the video. Basically, I’m looking for people to commit to attending an author event at Beaverdale Books, 2629 Beaver Ave, Ste 1, in Des Moines, Iowa. I was hoping to have the event on the evening of Oct. 29 (a Wednesday).

The fine people at Beaverdale have asked me to try and guarantee that I can have at least fifteen people to attend the event. I am going to be soliciting people to commit to attending the event for the next two weeks. If I don’t have at least fifteen people telling me they can make it to the author’s event two weeks from today, I’ll have to tell them to cancel and that I’ll do an event with other authors at a later date.

Basically, if you want to support me, go ahead and click on the button below (The one that says “Start Survey”) and let me know if you can be in Des Moines in a couple month’s time. We’ll talk writing fiction, The Yank Striker series, and being a writer in Iowa who doesn’t write about farming or those bridges in Madison County. 🙂

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Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 26 July 2025: About cool secluded places. And mushrooms lol.

Hello, all subscribers and anyone happening upon my page this Saturday evening. Tonight is Poetry night once again. This is where I throw out some brand new, never before seen poetry out into the world and see if anyone digs them or not. How about I get started?


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.


You may have sensed this if you have followed me1, but I am not a fan of the hot weather. When some of my work colleagues in April were praying for sun and warmth, I was thinking of how July 2024 extended into November of the same year and thought to myself oh, don’t worry, you’ll get it soon enough and get it hard.

Some people want to vacation in Cancun or Florida, I would prefer to go to Iceland or the Faroe and Shetland Islands. Some people want to go on cruises to the Caribbean; I would prefer a tour of the Rhine/Main/Danube rivers or a voyage of the Great Loop2.

With all that being said, if I had to go outside, I’d feel a lot more comfortable in a dense, cool, moist forest with plenty of shade rather than a tropical jungle, beach, desert, or other biome3. This, plus a bevy of mushrooms popping up in my yard4, inspired this poem.


Mushroom Hunt in the Forest

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 July 2025

Crisp breeze

Wet air

Cloudy days

Now is my time.

Sneaking under the pine and oak canopy

On my own

Burlap bag over my shoulder

Mushroom knife in my true right hand

Well-thumbed mushroom guide in

My left.

I wander around the trunks

In the cool shade

On the lookout for

Cauliflower

Chanterelle

Hawks Wing

Honey Mushroom

Lobster

The Prince

And the Truffles.

I put them in my sack

Converse with nature

And get some satisfaction

That I can be resourceful

As my electric-deficient ancestors were.


To be honest, however, the deepest darkest place I tend to hang out in (if I have one) during the depths of the overheated Iowa summers has been a basement. My childhood home in Muscatine had a great basement where I spent most of my waking moments. It was my lair. In the first three homes I owned, they all had basements but were not quite set up for lounging, so I had to come up with alternative locations. My new home here in Fort Madison has a proper basement, with enough space for not only my home office, but a recliner and love seat, breakfast nook table, a utility room/storage area/work bench, more storage, bath and shower, refrigerator, and microwave. I need to be appreciative of the nice stuff I have. 🙂


Man Cave

Fort Madison, Iowa, 25 July 2025

Back when

Homo Sapiens Sapiens

Was just Homo Sapiens

Before they built castles

Long houses

Daub and wattle huts

And lean-tos

They gathered inside the natural caverns

In their irregular water and wind-carved

Empty spaces

To make them their own.

They liked the solid cool spaces

Sheltered from the elements

Secure from danger

With a dollop of safety.

I live in different times.

My caves are not rounded and irregular

But squared and measured.

My caves are not wet and living

But dry and dead.

However,

It is a good home for me

Not in tune with the natural world

A concrete, steel, and wood sanctuary

For a civilized boy like me.


That’s it for tonight. Hope you all don’t sweat to death the next couple (or few) of months56.


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  1. And how. ↩︎
  2. Here’s some info in case you didn’t know what I was talking about. ↩︎
  3. I am not an outdoorsy person, as you will see. ↩︎
  4. Told you the photos would have some relevance. ↩︎
  5. Iowa only has maybe two perfect months of weather during the year. I have told my wife I do not wish to live anywhere between North and 40° South latitude. Currently, I live at 40°38’05” North. ↩︎
  6. Honestly, I would love to retire and live somewhere around 45° North or South, which would suggest somewhere in Minnesota, the Upper Peninsula, or Alaska. Or maybe southern Patagonia in Argentina. I like cold places, all right? In my final days, I don’t want to sweat to death, even in our climate change world. ↩︎