Rivers and Words: Poetry Night, 26 Oct. 2025

Welcome to a Sunday night edition of Poetry Night, where I produce some original poetry usually inspired by the territory and lands I live in or my day to day experiences and musings. Tonight will be a mix of both of those ideas.


I managed to get out onto the Mississippi River again today, thanks very much to my wife. It was especially lovely in October when you can see the leaves changing and you don’t start sweating five minutes after you step outside like you do in July. This was (hopefully) the first of a few results of the trip.


Drifting

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 October 2025

Upstream

The boat muscles against the current

Against the Flow

While we huddle as the wind

Whisks our warmth away.

Once we navigate the starboard turn

Between the green can near the Iowa side

And the red cone near the Illinois

The current and the islands protect us from

The worst of the wind

And we go with the flow.

The multicolored leaves shelter the cabins

On the River’s edge

And it feels like home.


I’ve tried to not get too political with my writing in general and especially my poetry, but it feels like there’s more that needs to be said.


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The Cost of Speech

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 October 2025

Americans confuse “freedom of speech”

With “free speech.”

Trust a teacher and poet to get pedantic

With vocabulary and definitions.

While the latter is a shortened version of the former,

Implications grow that speech is free.

Speech, in fact, has both great value

And great cost.

The proper words have enough value

To inspire people and save souls.

But they also cost their speakers

In ways more valuable than money.

All of us have freedom

But we all have to pay the cost.


Now a quick commercial break, lol.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.



I hope you’ve had a great weekend. I’ll see you around the bend.

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A Hodge Podge: Poetry Night, 28 Sept. 2025

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Hello, all who either happened to stumble on to my page or regular subscribers. It’s Poetry Night, where I drop some samples of original poetry for your consumption and consideration. The theme for tonight is… all over the place, to be honest. Let’s see what I whip up tonight.


The first poem tonight is me realizing I’m in a fiction writing rut and trying to get out of it with this poem. It’s only sort of working1.


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Procrastination

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 September 2025

Staring at a screen

Which is not the one you need to be staring at

The words don’t come

You want them to appear already

The creation completed

The effort behind you.

But your thoughts

Dart toward endless distractions

And entertainments occupying your mind.

The problem is

While you feel calm when you distract yourself

At the end

There’s just emptiness for time and opportunities

Wasted.


This is not a poem intended to be aimed at anyone in particular. I think it’s something that might apply to many people who think they might need to engage with certain individuals, some they know very well, some little more than strangers. Sometimes it’s better to keep your distance.


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Hermitage

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 September 2025

There are people in this world

Who provide anxiety and not comfort

Emotional work and not renewal,

Who drain and don’t cultivate.

You feel you need to engage

To draw them in, to cultivate relationships.

Building relations, networks,

Is the most human of instincts.

But poisoned people you don’t need

In your hermitage of the soul,

You can keep that safe

And thrive on your own.


Now a quick commercial break, lol.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.



Anyway, hope your night is going well. I’m doing all right, trust me. See you around the bend of the road, river, or rail, depending2.

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  1. It’s actually not – I just looked at my word count for last week. ↩︎
  2. Thanks to my friend and fellow poet Gesene Oake for her suggestions and revisions to these pieces. ↩︎

Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 23 August 2025: About word weaving and word weavers

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Hi, everyone, subscribers and random readers alike. It’s Poetry Night, the night I drop some brand new selections of verse for your reading pleasure. The use of words and those who use words for a living are the themes of tonight’s offerings.

But first, a quick commercial break 😄.


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.


Over the years I’ve spent writing in all forms and genres, there’s always been a balancing act between using mountains of words to paint vivid mental pictures or construct grand arguments and keeping what you write short and to the point. Combining this observation with Miles Davis’ statements about how the notes a musician doesn’t play have more significance than the ones they do play were inspiration for this piece.


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Words and Spaces

Fort Madison, Iowa, 22 August 2025

Over time in the years I’ve worked and weaved with words

I’ve used ones which were impactful, obscure, theatrical, stylish, and elaborate.

At times they overcrowded my work

Weary football fans packing onto too-small benches for forgotten games and reasons.

But over years I’ve come to learn

The spaces between words

The things left unsaid and unattended for the reader to ponder

Make a meaningful effect.


Earlier this week was the ninth anniversary of The Tragically Hip’s final live show in their hometown of Windsor, Toronto, Canada. The legendary Canadian band was at the end of its final tour after vocalist and primary songwriter Gord Downie announced he had terminal brain cancer. He’d die a year later at just 53 years old.

I had been vaguely aware of the band during its growth into prominence during the early 90’s, but they were always more Canada’s band than other great Canadian musical acts that found cross-border appeal. Unfortunately, I didn’t get into them heavily until just before his death, so I’ve had to spend the time since sifting through three decades worth of fantastic music.

Tonight, I figured a dude who once wrote a song called “Poets” was probably a good subject for one.


Gord Downie

Words to Remember Gord (A Memorial)

Fort Madison, Iowa, 20 August 2025

I remember the sight of you in white

Jaunty white top hat

Knife-edge lean but a grin as wide as the Ontario prairies

Singing for your home and people with a ferocity born

Knowing it was the last time.

Knowing Death was gathering you up, preparing your space,

As you stood tall on the stage.

You sung of death long before it reached you,

But also of love, friendship, loss, home, and life

You were a poet even as you said not to tell you of them

And what I learned from you is

Life has no dress rehearsal

It is now.


Well, hope I gave you some enjoyment tonight. Hope the rest of August goes well for you. Take care, everyone.


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I’ll be brief here, since I covered most of what I wanted to cover in the video. Basically, I’m looking for people to commit to attending an author event at Beaverdale Books, 2629 Beaver Ave, Ste 1, in Des Moines, Iowa. I was hoping to have the event on the evening of Oct. 29 (a Wednesday).

The fine people at Beaverdale have asked me to try and guarantee that I can have at least fifteen people to attend the event. I am going to be soliciting people to commit to attending the event for the next two weeks. If I don’t have at least fifteen people telling me they can make it to the author’s event two weeks from today, I’ll have to tell them to cancel and that I’ll do an event with other authors at a later date.

Basically, if you want to support me, go ahead and click on the button below (The one that says “Start Survey”) and let me know if you can be in Des Moines in a couple month’s time. We’ll talk writing fiction, The Yank Striker series, and being a writer in Iowa who doesn’t write about farming or those bridges in Madison County. 🙂

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Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 26 July 2025: About cool secluded places. And mushrooms lol.

Hello, all subscribers and anyone happening upon my page this Saturday evening. Tonight is Poetry night once again. This is where I throw out some brand new, never before seen poetry out into the world and see if anyone digs them or not. How about I get started?


If You’re Interested in the Poetry You See Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More…

My first collection of poetry is out.

Since Substack doesn’t have the setup for this (that I’m aware of), I’ve set up something at my WordPress sister site, Liegois Media. I have my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. The link is below.


You may have sensed this if you have followed me1, but I am not a fan of the hot weather. When some of my work colleagues in April were praying for sun and warmth, I was thinking of how July 2024 extended into November of the same year and thought to myself oh, don’t worry, you’ll get it soon enough and get it hard.

Some people want to vacation in Cancun or Florida, I would prefer to go to Iceland or the Faroe and Shetland Islands. Some people want to go on cruises to the Caribbean; I would prefer a tour of the Rhine/Main/Danube rivers or a voyage of the Great Loop2.

With all that being said, if I had to go outside, I’d feel a lot more comfortable in a dense, cool, moist forest with plenty of shade rather than a tropical jungle, beach, desert, or other biome3. This, plus a bevy of mushrooms popping up in my yard4, inspired this poem.


Mushroom Hunt in the Forest

Fort Madison, Iowa, 26 July 2025

Crisp breeze

Wet air

Cloudy days

Now is my time.

Sneaking under the pine and oak canopy

On my own

Burlap bag over my shoulder

Mushroom knife in my true right hand

Well-thumbed mushroom guide in

My left.

I wander around the trunks

In the cool shade

On the lookout for

Cauliflower

Chanterelle

Hawks Wing

Honey Mushroom

Lobster

The Prince

And the Truffles.

I put them in my sack

Converse with nature

And get some satisfaction

That I can be resourceful

As my electric-deficient ancestors were.


To be honest, however, the deepest darkest place I tend to hang out in (if I have one) during the depths of the overheated Iowa summers has been a basement. My childhood home in Muscatine had a great basement where I spent most of my waking moments. It was my lair. In the first three homes I owned, they all had basements but were not quite set up for lounging, so I had to come up with alternative locations. My new home here in Fort Madison has a proper basement, with enough space for not only my home office, but a recliner and love seat, breakfast nook table, a utility room/storage area/work bench, more storage, bath and shower, refrigerator, and microwave. I need to be appreciative of the nice stuff I have. 🙂


Man Cave

Fort Madison, Iowa, 25 July 2025

Back when

Homo Sapiens Sapiens

Was just Homo Sapiens

Before they built castles

Long houses

Daub and wattle huts

And lean-tos

They gathered inside the natural caverns

In their irregular water and wind-carved

Empty spaces

To make them their own.

They liked the solid cool spaces

Sheltered from the elements

Secure from danger

With a dollop of safety.

I live in different times.

My caves are not rounded and irregular

But squared and measured.

My caves are not wet and living

But dry and dead.

However,

It is a good home for me

Not in tune with the natural world

A concrete, steel, and wood sanctuary

For a civilized boy like me.


That’s it for tonight. Hope you all don’t sweat to death the next couple (or few) of months56.


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  1. And how. ↩︎
  2. Here’s some info in case you didn’t know what I was talking about. ↩︎
  3. I am not an outdoorsy person, as you will see. ↩︎
  4. Told you the photos would have some relevance. ↩︎
  5. Iowa only has maybe two perfect months of weather during the year. I have told my wife I do not wish to live anywhere between North and 40° South latitude. Currently, I live at 40°38’05” North. ↩︎
  6. Honestly, I would love to retire and live somewhere around 45° North or South, which would suggest somewhere in Minnesota, the Upper Peninsula, or Alaska. Or maybe southern Patagonia in Argentina. I like cold places, all right? In my final days, I don’t want to sweat to death, even in our climate change world. ↩︎

Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 28 June 2025: About what we keep and what we remember

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Hi, it’s Poetry Night once again. I’ve been busy this month with the imminent release of my book The Yank Striker’s Journey, so poetry hasn’t been on the front-burner of my brain1. But I I do have a couple of offerings for you tonight.


If You’re Interested in my Poetry Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More

My first collection of poetry is out now.

Since Substack doesn’t quite have the setup for this, I’ve set up something here at Liegois Media. I set up my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. This is the link, as is the one below.


As far as poetic inspiration goes, I ended up doing a bit of picking up and rearranging some things I’ve stored for a long time. I mean, some of these items have traveled with me for about twenty years at least and between maybe four different houses. The process inspired at least one poem, which I’ll share with you below2.


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Memory Memorials

Fort Madison, Iowa, 28 June 2025

Black plastic mausoleums

Sit ready to entomb

Talismans of memory.

Older resting places

Tearing carboard boxes and dirt-smeared tubs

Disposed for secure memorials.

Letters, trinkets, tickets, and keepsakes

Keys to memories faded or misplaced

Like forgotten jars in the back pantry

And older clothes tucked into the sides of closets.

Talismans tucked away

In hermetically sealed plastic bags and acid-free paper

Then into the black mausoleums stowed on steel shelves

The external hard drives of human memory.


All the thinking about memories, the ones you have and the ones you had, led me to write this related poem below.


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Memories Lost

Fort Madison, Iowa, 28 June 2025

Why do memories fade

Other than short circuits and worn wires in the brain

Other than the subconsciousness

Protecting the front of the brain?

Do they get misplaced

Shoved into the back corners of the skull?

Do some memories have shorter life spans than others?

Or does the human hard drive have limited storage

Forced to overwrite older memories for higher priority ones?

It would be good to know

Because finding lost memories

Isn’t as straightforward as finding your phone or house keys.


That’s it for tonight. Hope you’ve had a great June and Pride Month.


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  1. And I’m sorry I blew through my usual deadline for releasing something today (5 p.m. Central). ↩︎
  2. There have been more than a few poems I’ve written not intended for publication (at least not immediately). That’s allowed me to be a bit more free with my experimentation and subject matter than the stuff I write with the express intention to share publicly. ↩︎

Prose Night at the Writing Life, 14 June 2025: A look at a new sequel

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Hi, there, welcome to Prose Night at the Writing Life. I’ve been giving you, my readers, some sneak peeks into some of my works in progress, among other offerings. Tonight will be similar to last month, as you’ll see possibly the beginning section of my latest book1.


The book I’m talking about is the newly imagined sequel to my book The Holy Fool, the first novel I ever had published in 2019. In all honesty, the book had been in the planning process for several years prior to publication, a slowly simmering stew of thriller and the themes of the decline and fall of traditional media in the United States. As both an American and a former journalist myself, the story that cooked and matured over those years grew into something I was compelled to write.

Since the events of the book took place during the heated presidential election of 2008 and the beginnings of what became The Great Recession, it technically was historical fiction when it came out. Part of the theme of the book was the idea journalism as it existed was not sustainable in the way it had been back in the 19th and 20th centuries. Whether it was a combination of the rules changing or technologies making old journalistic mediums obsolete, my main character, the newspaper columnist and eventual blogger Sonny Turner, was seeing this as it happened, and part of his journey was exploring whether there was another way to tell the truth about the world as he saw it.

I don’t claim to be as much of a prognosticator as H.G. Wells, Jules Verne, William Gibson, or many other science fiction writers, but I do think I sensed where trends were going. And as American journalism continued to face challenges in the current political environment, I began to wonder what Sonny and his colleagues might have to say about it.

It was an intriguing idea, but I didn’t just want to return to a character I began writing nearly a decade ago just to put out a new book for publication. However, the story that eventually presented itself I thought was compelling enough to attract reader interest. At least, it was interesting enough to start writing.

When we last left Sonny Turner, it was Labor Day 2009, and he was launching his brand-new news web site, The Fool (which will serve as the title of the series) in Switzerland, under investigation for publishing secret US government files on the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. More than fifteen years later, we’ll rejoin Sonny as he observes events in the US from his new home in Switzerland.


Election Night 2024

An excerpt from The Fool 2

6 November 2024, Geneva, Switzerland, offices of The Fool

He started at the screens, waiting for them to hit him with the bad news.

Sam “Sonny” Turner sat in the main conference room of The Fool, an independent non-profit news site now celebrating its fifteenth year of operations. The conference room was one of the larger walled-off spaces in The Fool’s offices. On one side of the conference room was a massive whiteboard, and on the other side were nine wide-screen televisions mounted on the wall, tuned to different media outlets on either side of the Atlantic. With the six-hour time difference between New York and Geneva, he could easily tell the American outlets from their nighttime scenes and the British and European outlets with their morning scenes.

Sonny, who had founded The Fool and served as its executive editor, knew there were a couple of staff reporters both there in Geneva and in the US were liveblogging the US elections, but The Fool was not doing a live webcast. His organization had never been considered part of what some quaintly called the “mainstream media.” Its offices only occupied a single floor of a former factory in the Plainpalais section of Geneva and had no other offices, although it had correspondents in various European countries, North America, and other locations.

He knew he might have to put together a column for the site after they called the race, and he had already drafted out two different versions, depending on who won. I’ll have to do a video too, he grumbled to himself. I always look like an ass on video.

Sonny was American, although he had not lived in America for sixteen years and had not even set foot in America for three. His staff was a mix of American expats and Europeans, some who had been with him from the beginning and a rash of other younger recruits Sonny could not help seeing as kids. Most of the older ones were Americans and the younger ones were Swiss, Europeans, and expats from some other locations, including some from West Africa and places like Hong Kong.

Sixteen years. I’ve been here for twice as long as I was at the Chicago Journal full-time. I thought I was going to spend my entire career in newspapers, like Gus and Ed did. But I forgot it was the 21st century, not the 20th. And I couldn’t stay out of trouble, either.

He leaned back in the black leather office chair, a white handle-less mug full of chicory-blend coffee he imported from some company in New Orleans, as he watched the muted screens of American maps begin to fill with blue and a lot more red. Sonny had turned forty-eight that year. He had a beer-barrel body, with a thick chest and short but muscled arms and legs. His close-cut chestnut brown hair and beard were infiltrated with iron grey, and he had narrowed, dark brown russet eyes. He dressed in a black and gold University of Iowa hoodie, black athletic shorts, and black Nike sandals worn over white socks. The main reason he wasn’t grossly overweight was because he walked most places nowadays, made use of the small weight room at the office, and had started using one of the new weight loss drugs a couple years back.

Sonny was alone in the conference room. There were the half-dozen people in the main newsroom, the overnight crew holding down the fort until the day team showed up. Nobody had disturbed him yet, at least not any staff. He heard the glass door creak open.

“They called it yet?” Josephine “Joey” Holverson called out.

“Once Ohio goes to him, I think that’ll be it.”

“Yeah.” She pulled up an office chair and sat next to him with her own handless coffee mug. Glancing over at him, she reached out with her right hand to take the left hand resting on his leg. “You all right?”

“Not looking forward to recording a video about this rubbish,” he grumbled. That prompted a giggle from Joey.

Sonny couldn’t help but smile as she rubbed his arm. Joey always claimed not to be conventionally pretty – she thought her mouth was too wide, her nose too prominent, her hazel eyes more squinty than gleaming, and she always thought her hips too wide for her frame. But all Sonny had eyes for was her, after years of semi-successful dates and relationships with other women. Only a couple of laugh lines at the corners of her eyes hinted at her true age of forty-three.

He’d gotten to know Joey at the Chicago Journal intimately during the last few months of his employment there. Unlike Sonny, Joey hadn’t been looking to make journalism a career – her work as an administrative assistant and staff writer for the Arts and Entertainment desk had been a way for her to help pay the bills while she was finishing up her studies at the Chicago Art Institute.

When she agreed to leave the US with him after he quit the Journal, it was a surprise. He remembered how he had bought her a plane ticket to return to the US right when they arrived in Switzerland, just in case she ever changed her mind. Within a year, she had him sell the ticket and then they got married a few months later. She had worked for the past several years as Design Director for The Fool, creating its iconic logo and oversaw the visual design of its web pages. This past year, she had been training some of her subordinates to take over the role from her so she could retire from the paper and continue her independent artwork, featured in galleries throughout Switzerland, Europe, and even back home in the United States. In addition to her artwork, she had some other priorities she wanted to pay more attention to as well.

“C’est quoi cette merde?” a young girl’s voice called out from the door to the conference room.

“Sam, language,” Joey said.

“Yeah, Mère, it’s language. It’s French,” Samantha Victoria Holverson Turner said.

“Yes, quite the joke,” Joey sighed.

Less than a year after Sonny and Joey had married, Samantha had come along. Joey thought about naming their first child Samuel Turner Jr., but when it turned out to be a girl, she went with Samantha.

Now fourteen years old, Sam was an echo of her mother’s old high school yearbook photos, except for the squared jaw and more prominent brow of her father. She grew up speaking French alongside English and now spoke better German than her parents. Sam shared her mother’s talent for art and both her parents’ tendency toward black and obscure humor.

“Scheiße, was ist das?” said a second voice, a younger boy.

“You don’t have permission to start swearing all over the place, either,” Sonny growled. “Don’t you all got school to get to today?”

“Today’s a… what do you call it when the teachers have to be in school to work but the students don’t?” Edward “Eddie” John Holverson Turner said.

Sonny nodded. “Back in the US, they called those in-service days.”

“Well, I forget what the school called them, but it’s that,” Eddie said. “Don’t worry, we’ll get cereal in a bit.”

Eddie sat down at one of the chairs around the conference table next to Sonny while his sister decided to stand. Eddie was twelve and built like his dad, but with his mother’s wider mouth and hazel eyes. He had a wide variety of interests, from hiking in some of the nearby mountains, tabletop gaming, and boating and fishing in Lake Geneva and the nearby Rhone River when he had time. He’d inherited or gained an interest in writing from his father. Unlike him, Eddie preferred writing fantasy and science fiction rather than any journalistic bent. This was despite his willingness to entertain his father’s tales of reporting and the fact he was named after two of his father’s late professional mentors, Journal editor Jack DeFoe and columnist Ed Mazur.

I thought I was going to live in Switzerland for a little bit, and now I’ve lived here a third of my life, Sonny thought as he smiled at both his kids. I thought I might have kids at some point, but I wasn’t expecting to have Swiss kids. They grew up speaking French and German while it was a slog for me and Joey to learn them. They’ve got dual US and Swiss citizenship, but I have to explain America to them. They don’t know about it at all except what they see on television and the Internet.

In the middle drawer of his desk back at his apartment downstairs, he had two passports: a dark blue one with the Great Seal of the United States and a bright red one with a white cross near the top right-hand corner. He and Joey had finally gotten Swiss citizenship back in 2020 and later qualified their children to gain it as well. Both the kids were surprised when he gave them their passports and told them they were Swiss citizens, because they had thought they already were. Sonny had to explain to them Switzerland didn’t give citizenship to people just because they were born there like America did.

“Don’t worry, Poppa,” Eddie said. “We’ll go back to the flat and make something for breakfast.”

“We’ve got bacon and eggs in the fridge, and frozen waffles in the freezer,” Joey said. “Coffee should be on downstairs, too.” The kids had each started to make their own simple meals halfway through elementary school thanks to Joey’s instructions and started cooking for the entire family by the time Eddie had made it to middle school.

“You want some for both of you?” Sam asked.

“Wouldn’t say no,” Sonny said.

“Okay, Pops, we’ll get on it,” Sam said. She reached over and swatted Eddie on the shoulder. “C’mon, sooner we start, sooner we eat.”

Sonny saw a flash on one of the screens, one of them in the top left corner of the wall. “There it is,” he said, certainty in his voice. “That’s it.”

He pointed to the screen. It was the election coverage of Fox News. The chyron at the bottom of the screen announced Donald Trump would become the next president of the United States of America.

“Do you think they’re wrong?” Joey whispered to him. “You think they’re trying to lie about it?”

Sonny was silent for a long moment. He considered all the current vote counts he’d tracked on the screens in front of him, on his iPhone. He played with the numbers in his head, from other sources as well as Fox. He knew the answer. “Naw, he’s got this. The other networks might wait a while to call it, but he’s got this.”

“The fuck?” Joey gasped, then covered her mouth as she glanced at the kids. Sonny draped an arm around her and kissed her on the temple.

“I’m sorry,” Sonny said.

“Not your fault.”

“Poppa? What’s going to happen? Is everything all right?” Eddie asked.

Sonny sighed. “We’ll be all right,” he tried to reassure them. “Don’t know about America, though.”

“Aren’t we Americans, though?” Eddie replied.

Sort of. “Well, you’re not just Americans, though. We’re Swiss, too. You’ll be all right. You going to make breakfast? We just had coffee down here; I’m beginning to get hungry.”

Sam nodded. “I know you want hog, not charcoal for bacon, right?”

“My girl,” he said.

“You want scrambled eggs or an omelet?” Eddie asked.

Sonny shrugged. “Either way. If you make omelets, make sure you use Swiss or Provolone, not American cheese, yeah?”

“Got it, Pops.”

“Did you walk Buddy?” Buddy was the kid’s new beagle pup, which had taken the place of Sonny’s late lamented beagle Pica, who had passed away at sixteen years old the previous year.

“Yes, Mére, before we got here,” Sam said.

“All right.”

Sam leaned over and kissed both parents on the tops of their heads. As she led Eddie out the door, she turned to them. “Sorry,” she said. “Love you both.”

“Love you too, girl,” Sonny said, and Joey repeated the same.

After the kids walked out of the room, Joey leaned her head on his shoulder for a while. “Fuck this,” she muttered, doing her best to shake her head.

Sonny stroked the top of Joey’s head. “Are you going to be all right?”

“Like you said, I might be all right, but I don’t know about everyone back home. I’m worried this idiot is going to enact The Handmaiden’s Tale to piss off women and start up a police state.”

“Didn’t happen last time, though not for lack of trying,”

“This is different, though, and you know it. He’s gotten rid of everyone who told him ‘no’ before. He’s more senile. He’s going to do whatever he wants, and the only thing he cares about is getting money or women.”

“You’re right,” Sonny said. “Still, it’s not like other governments were that perfect. Shoot, I still remember how screwed up GWB’s administration was, and I didn’t return to the US when Obama took over. That jerk had me under federal investigation for six years.”

“Oh, come on, you know it’s different,” Joey moaned. “At least Bush’s people acted like they knew what they were doing. This crowd isn’t even going to pretend. Don’t tell me you’re thinking like those other corporate media people.”

Sonny sighed at that. “No, I know it’s different. It was always headed this way … but it’s different.”

Joey looked up and at the digital clock in the conference room showing the time in Chicago, Washington, D.C., Geneva, Beijing, and Tokyo. “You going to post something?”

“Yeah, I’ve already got the column ready to go; I’ll send it out once the rest of the US journos call it too. And a quick video. No need for a massive speech right now,” Sonny replied as he got up.

“You recording it now?”

“Naw, headed back to my office to call someone.”

“Who’s that?”

“You know who.”

“Ugh,” Joey said. “You think he’s still up at this hour?”

“You know he is, the old dog.”

#

“Sonny boy! To what do I owe the pleasure of your company?” Arthur “Gus” Pulaski called out in a brighter and livelier tone than his appearance would suggest.

“Jeez, Gus, aren’t you getting any sleep tonight?” Sonny said over the Zoom link.

“You’re one to talk,” Gus chuckled from his desk in the half-filled newsroom of the Chicago Journal. “You’re still up.”

“We’re six hours ahead of you, Gus, remember? I got seven hours asleep and woke up to the nonsense of Washington. What’s your excuse?”

Gus shrugged. “It’s the business, Sonny, you know how it is. It’s the business.”

Gus had devoted all his almost fifty years of professional career in journalism to the Journal. He’d started freelancing for the paper after just turning 20 years old, the same year Sonny was born, and had risen from beat reporter to copy editor, city editor, and managing editor shortly after Sonny left the paper after eight years of full-time service. Carlo Massino had been the editor in chief since Sonny’s departure up until four years ago, when he’d accepted a job running the University of Pennsylvania’s journalism school. Even though Gus had been within grasp of qualifying for Medicare back then, there was nobody else who would seriously challenge him for the role of editor in chief. It was his time, Sonny thought.

Now, as Sonny glanced at his one-time mentor through the screen, he started to wonder if Gus’ time was already up. The white light from the long tracks of overhead fluorescent bulbs did Gus no favors, but Sonny had a feeling there would still be a greenish-grayish tinge to Gus’ complexion. Now sixty-eight years old, what remained of his white hair gathered above and behind his ears, completing a semi-circle at the back of his head. Gus had been an overweight 280 pounds or so when he first knew him, but now it looked like he’d lost about forty pounds, skin sagging on his neck and arms. Sonny had no faith in his amateur diagnostic prowess, but something was tripping the old reporter’s intuition. He’s not doing well.

“So, what’s your plans now that Orange is back in charge?”

“Sonny…” Gus began, then sighed. “What we always do when this happens. We get in contact with his press office or transitional team and we start reporting again.”

“You think it’s going to be like normal?” Sonny said, trying to keep his voice gentle. “His people barely talked with you the first time around. You guys got maybe two in-person interviews with him in four years. As much as he and his boys lied to your face, I don’t even think those interviews were worth the trouble you went through to get them.”

“You’ve got to engage with people in power, Sonny, that’s what I always taught you, right? Even if you don’t agree with their beliefs, you got to engage with them.”

Sonny shook his head. “That assumes they aren’t going to lie about stuff like whether the sky is blue or if there’s salt in the oceans. I mean, we’ve been headed this way for a long time, ever since we got squeamish about saying someone lied when they lied.”

“We put it in the headline when he lied, all the time!” Gus shot back. “You know better than to say that about us.”

“You guys did better than most, although your wording was mushy,” Sonny replied. “He’s been making you guys the enemy ever since ’15. I keep telling you, you all can’t cover him like he’s some podunk senator from the good old days. It’s more like covering Putin, Duerte, or Pinochet or Franco. You’re in enemy territory, brother. We’ve been treating the White House and the government like that ever since we got started. We’re not begging to be in the stenographer pool.”

“Notice you’re happy enough to use our coverage of his press conferences on your site,” Gus chuckled.

“Fair point, but we’re not using it as the basis for our coverage,” Sonny said. “We’re working our sources in the shadows, not taking what they say on face value – like you taught me to do, Gus.”

“I know.” Gus leaned back in his cracked black leather office chair and sighed. “So, what are your guys going to be doing?”

“Same as we’ve been doing the past fifteen years. Stay lean, stay mean, and find the stories people in power don’t want found.”

“Well, if what you’re saying is true, your guys over here might have to look over their shoulders going forward.”

“Don’t I know it.” Sonny sighed as he examined his friend through the screen. “Hell, Gus, when are you going to take a step back? You’re overdue for one; nobody can say you didn’t do anything for the Journal.”

“You say that, but you didn’t say anything to Ed when he worked right up until he kicked it,” Gus snorted.

“Ed was working part time, and he wasn’t in charge of the whole place,” Sonny retorted in disbelief. “That’s a big difference.”

“It’s going to be that easy for you to step back, once you get to where I’m at?”

“Maybe easier than you might think.”

“I’ll remember that fifteen years from now and see if you change your mind.”

“I hope you are around in fifteen years, but you won’t be at the rate you’re going.”

“Fuck,” Gus breathed. “That was a low blow, Sonny.”

“I’m telling the truth, though, aren’t I? Look, give yourself another title, Editor Emeritus or something like that. Come in Mondays and Fridays, mentor whoever takes over for you. Talk to the kids coming in and show them how to do their jobs. There have to be candidates to take over your job, some good people there.”

Gus was quiet for a few moments. “Randy Barber here’s been a good managing editor. He’s about your age, but I don’t have a feel for whether he’d want the big job.”

“I’d ask him. Even if he says no, at least you know you need to get recruiting.”

“All of the younger guys out here seem to want to join up with you nowadays,” Gus said with a smile.

“If you need to poach a couple of my guys to fill out your ranks, go right ahead. But honestly, with all the people other newspapers and television newsrooms cut over the past decade or two, you should be able to find at least a few seasoned guys willing to jump back into the journalism pond. How are you guys doing, really?”

Gus shrugged. “Wouldn’t say we’re seeing massive growth, but we’re stable enough to keep the lights on. How about you all?”

“Oh, we’re doing pretty well, actually. Low overhead and everything help out a bit.”

“I’m sure… hey, who’s that I see?”

Sonny glanced over his right shoulder to see Eddie hovering behind him. “What’s up, kid?”

“Is that Eddie I see? Wow, you’ve grown since the last time your dad shared those pictures.”

“You remember Gus from the Journal, right?” Sonny said.

“Sure, I do. Hello, Gus,” Eddie said with a wave.

“What’s up, kid?”

“We’ve got breakfast ready to go and brought it upstairs from the flat,” Eddie said. “Mother said to fetch you to come eat.”

“All right. Tell Mom I’ll be down in a couple of minutes.”

“D’accord, Papa,” Eddie said with a pat on the shoulder, then he departed.

“How old is he again, kid?”

“Twelve.”

“Christ, I am getting old. I remember seeing his baby pics. And he really speaks French?”

“Talks more in French than English, but part of that is us living here in Geneva,” Sonny replied. “He has a good handle on German, too. I remember you and Ed talking about raising kids and all the stuff to expect, but I didn’t expect to be raising Swiss kids.”

“They seem bright as hell, speaking more than one language. It’s a good problem to have.”

“Your kids?”

“Doing fine.”

Sonny nodded. “Well, family calls. Think about what I said. And whatever you need logistically, just call me, all right?”

“Will do.”

“Take care, Boss.”

“You too, Kid.”

#

At about 11:45 p.m., Sonny stepped into a small room in The Fool’s offices that served as a broadcast location for the site. CBS, the Associated Press, and other news organizations had officially called the race for Trump just after 5:30 a.m. New York time.

“Everything up on the teleprompter?” Sonny asked Henri Roche, who was one of the tech staff for The Fool.

“Everything’s ready to go,”Henri said in French.

“Bon,” Sonny replied, then continued in French, “We’re going to do this live – no sense in editing this. One take should be all we need, anyway.”

“D’accord.”

Sonny sat down, straightened the sport coat he was wearing over a black The Fool polo shirt, and acknowledged Henri counting down to when they went live.

“Hello, everyone, Sonny Turner, executive editor for The Fool here,” he began, now back to English. “At this point, you have probably heard the news that Donald Trump has again been elected president of the United States, if not in a landslide, then at least by a solid lead in the Electoral College. There will be plenty of journalists, pundits, politicos, and ordinary people seeking to spread their opinions on this matter to all willing to read or listen. I’m not here to add to those opinions today, but to discuss, in brief, our plans for how to cover the events which are to come.

“This year, The Fool celebrated its fifteenth anniversary,” Sonny continued. “During those years, we evolved from a news organization made up mostly of American expatriates to a multinational one, with staff and correspondents from not just throughout Europe but the world. We’re a nonprofit organization interested not in profit margins and investor happiness but getting accurate information about your world to you, about journalism in its purest sense.

“If we have an editorial philosophy here at The Fool, it is that those with power in our world need to be held to account and their actions need to be known to everyone. No one person or entity in our society should hold unlimited or unchecked power over others, and we as journalists need to make people aware of when things aren’t working right in our world.

“On this issue, The Fool has been consistent no matter who in power has been at fault. I was wrongly accused of espionage under the waning days of the Bush Administration, but it was President Obama’s administration which pursued the case for six years before the federal courts dismissed it. We’ve investigated instances of how the Obama Administration pursued whistleblowers and the corruption evident when the first Trump Administration took office. And we questioned the fitness of both Biden and Trump to run for president, given their advanced age and health issues. But The Fool doesn’t believe in both-siderism. If this incoming administration commits wrongdoing, we’re going to report it, not try to downplay it to get access to those in power or to placate the ruling class.

“We’ve also turned our eyes toward the world outside the US, and despite our limited resources, I believe we have done as well, and in some cases, better than nearly every US-based journalistic organization and some outside the US of covering the world perspective and its issues. I’m proud of our coverage of the machinations behind the Leave vote and Brexit in the UK, its aftermath, and the Tory Party’s abdication of responsibility for those and other conditions. We’ve shared reporting from Hungary, Russia, and Turkey regarding the lives of people under autocratic rule, the decline and fall of democracy in Hong Kong, and the wars in Ukraine and Syria, among other issues.

“So, if you want to know how The Fool is going to cover Donald Trump, it’s the same way we’ve covered him and others in the past – straightforwardly and in plain language,” Sonny concluded. “We are going to be objective as possible, but we are not going to look out our windows, see a hurricane approaching, and merely tell you there might be more rain than usual. That’s how I was taught journalism should be, and it’s the philosophy The Fool and our fantastic staff follow as well. Thank you.”

He waited until the camera light went off, then sat up. “Looked good, Boss.”

The door came open and a rubber-limbed man close to Sonny’s age stuck his head framed with frizzy light brown and gray hair and a hawk nose. Unlike Sonny’s attempt at dressing up for the cameras, he wore a Daniel Johnston art T-shirt, strategically slashed Levis, and black Chuck Taylors despite the fact he now used foam inserts in them.

“Great speech, Boss. Any plan for the moment?” said Jeff “Woot” Mackenzie, The Fool’s chief information and technology officer and a fellow refugee from the Chicago Journal.

Sonny nodded. “Get Dieter and the rest of the lads together in the conference room. See which of the correspondents might be able to join in on Zoom.”

“So, an all-hands meeting?”

“I’m not one of those Silicone Valley pricks… but I guess yeah. Nobody gets fired if they don’t show up, but I’d like to see them there if they can.”

“On it,” Woot said.

#


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  1. Since I’m in the first (rough) draft stage of this project, there’s no way I can guarantee you’ll will see this excerpt in the finished book as it currently reads, or if the scene will be in the book at all. You never know what will happen with the writing process. ↩︎

Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 24 May 2025: Inspiration from different places

Hi, everyone, it’s Poetry Night.

As I’ve mentioned in this space previously, the final steps to bring my latest book, The Yank Striker’s Journey, have occupied much of my mental capacity that hasn’t been drained off by the end of the school year. It’s a bit difficult to write poetry during these times.


If You’re Interested in my Poetry Here… You Might Want to Check Out Some More

My first collection of poetry is out now.

Since Substack doesn’t quite have the setup for this, I’ve set up something here at Liegois Media. I set up my own Internet storefront page where you can order my chapbook for $6 per copy. This is the link, as is the one below.


The first poem tonight was inspired by a conversation I heard the main character of one of my new projects have with his son. I ended up feeding into the themes of recent poems I’ve written, so I decided to go with it.


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What Your River Was Like

Fort Madison, Iowa, 23 May 2025

The boy asked me

What My River was like

I had to think

Because I’d not seen it in years.

There’s a river where we live

We’ve guided our boat down with the flow

But it’s not like My River.

This river is open, framed by surrounding mountains

And the cityscape

My River ambled through the wetlands,

Absorbed the throbbing summer heat

Muddy waters hiding, teeming with life.

I love to take my boy out on the river

But when we glide across the waters

I keep thinking about My River

Where I’ll never return

I wonder if My River would give me as much peace

As it does in my memories.


The second poem was inspired by a recent loss. Shortly after my most recent Poetry Night post, I learned that a close writing acquaintance of mine, Rodney Reeves, passed away after dealing with some health issues. He was a fellow member of the Burlington, Iowa, Society of Great River Poets, which I recently joined. He was a published poet, and at the time of his death was an officer with the Iowa Poetry Association. I can’t claim to have known him as well as many of his friends – we only got to know each other during the past few years of his life. But he was a welcoming presence at Great River Poets meetings who encouraged my initial fumbling with working in verse. I will miss him.


Thanks for the Words (Verse for Rodney)

Fort Madison, Iowa, 23 May 2025

I’ll always remember you sitting there

With a halo of gray hair and a warm smile

Always glad to see me and all the others

Who came to share their words.

You always had a joke,

Or an old music story

I remember how delighted you were

To see the new film about Dylan.

I knew about writing, about words,

I didn’t know how to play with them

Like the poets do

But you invited me and everyone else to the table anyway.

You wrote in the last poem I read of yours before the end

“Be bold never afraid to fail,”

So I’ll keep doing that

Whenever I play with words.


That’s it for tonight. Have a great Memorial Day weekend.


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Prose Night at the Writing Life, 10 May 2025: Kayfabe Stories

Hi, there, welcome to Prose Night, where I post either original essays, short stories, or excerpts of works in progress (or some equivalent). It’s going to be one of the latter items today, and I’m looking forward to sharing this sneak peek to you.


Those of you who have visited my Substack will know I have been working on something I have entitled, up to this point, The Untitled Pro Wrestling Project or a similar working title (I’m too lazy to look up what I called it before, lol). I have given readers a couple of glances at this project previously, as I’ve started to examine a new fictional world featuring a family of professional wrestlers.

My previous explorations have been looks into this world, but I’m not quite sure whether they will end up in a book or whether they will remain false starts, so to speak, into this world. However, they have helped me to refine what I am exploring, what the shape of the world will be.

I’ve mentioned previously I’m a bit nervous about giving books an official title until I’m closer to publishing them. However, this project is no longer small. By project, I mean a book series. By no longer small, I mean in excess of 50,000 words written in rough draft format, just screwing around and experimenting. I don’t think I can leave the entire series unnamed, even as early in the creative process as I am.

So, from here on out, I’ll be referring to this series as the Kayfabe Stories series. Kayfabe, for those not familiar, is the portrayal of events in the professional wrestling business as reality when they are, in fact, staged, and has also evolved into becoming a reference to professional wrestling culture at large. I’ve discussed here how this culture has been leaking into/influencing real life before, in a way a longtime fan of the sport like me can recognize.

So, I’ve been trying to refine how I’m going to approach this story, but my main introduction into this world is a young man and aspiring writer, Robbie Traynor, who is on the verge of having one of his professional dreams come true. However, the ghosts of his past seem to be visiting him. Let’s take a look with a short excerpt which might be the way I introduce Robbie to readers. Hope you enjoy.


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The Letter and the Story

A Kayfabe Stories excerpt by Jason Liegois

January 2017, Cook County, Minnesota

The letter had been in Robbie’s hands for three hours.

He’d opened it already, the yellow letterhead from the University of Iowa clearly on the front addressed to Robert John Traynor. Robbie had already read what was inside, but he still could visualize the words: Congratulations upon your acceptance to the College of Liberal Arts and Sciences Program in Creative Writing… better known as the Iowa Writers’ Workshop.

It had been a small little dream of his, something that flickered into life, a slender candle and a delicate flame kindled in his head at the start of his high school days, cupped hands protecting it from unfriendly gusts of wind and the skeptical eyes of his classmates. Writing had been his refuge from the chaos in his life. He’d long wanted to be a working writer, to learn from those who could do it best. Now, after all the work he’d put in at high school, at the University of Minnesota, where he was due to graduate in May with honors, he was less than a year away from studying one of the oldest and most prestigious graduate creative writing programs in America.

This would have been a day he would have liked to be out on the deck just outside the spare bedroom his mom and her brother, his uncle Jerry, had converted one summer into his writing space. But fresh snow blew from the winds coming in from the west and settled across the deck, so he instead sat behind his writing desk that looked out through the windows onto the open deck, which was above a screened-in porch that overlooked their outdoor pool and hot tub below and Lake Superior in the distance.

His family home was tucked into the woods a couple miles southwest from the tourist town of Grand Marais, where he had attended school. The home was a sprawling two-story, five-bedroom edifice with a four-car garage and furnished basement, clad in white aluminum siding and a black steel roof the winter snow slid away from. His mother had admitted it was too big for the family back when she, Robbie, Robbie’s father, and Robbie’s elder sister lived in the home. His parents were long divorced, his sister moved away to Long Island to further her new career, and he was only a part-time resident. Now the place seemed cavernous, just another example of how his family was privileged above most others.

“Robbie? Can I come in?” he heard behind him.

He nodded. “Sure, Mom.”

Julie Traynor eased past the open door. She was now past her fiftieth birthday, but she kept herself in shape with frequent yoga practice and hikes in the nearby woods. Slim and petite, she had a heart-shaped face and a mouth that rested in a crooked grin. Her typical golden-brown tan was only slightly paler than its summer glory thanks to the conservative use of a tanning bed in the basement. Her straight shoulder-length hair gathered up in a messy ponytail was a lighter maple brown than the darker chestnut of her son. He’d inherited that from his father, as he did the muscular build he kept in tune through weight training and MMA practice, but he’d inherited her amber eyes.

Julie dressed much like her son in University of Minnesota hooded sweatshirt and pants, although one difference was the white gold ladies watch and the variety of gold and platinum rings, none of them a wedding band, she sported on either hand. “You have to keep up appearances,” she’d always say.

Julie came behind Robbie as he sat in his black leather office chair and didn’t quite manage to wrap her arms all the way around his shoulders. “You know I’m so proud of you.”

“I know,” Robbie nodded.

“Did Jordan get in touch with you, send you her congratulations? Sometimes I think she’s scatterbrained…”

“Ma, her flight just landed in Heathrow an hour ago,” Robbie exclaimed. “We talked twenty minutes ago, and she couldn’t have been happier.”

“Me neither.” She turned him to the right so he could face her as she knelt before him, patting him on the leg. “I know how much you wanted this, Robbie, how hard you worked at it. And you got it all on your own, not because of who your father or mother are or where you’re from. This was all you.”

“I know, Ma,” he said, smiling.

She cupped his right cheek with his hand. “I have a baby who is about to go off to grad school,” she said, shaking her head. “Unbelievable.”

“You’re acting like I’m not of legal drinking age or something,” he scoffed. “This has been coming for a while, you know. I suppose you could move to Iowa City with me for the next two years…”

“Not on your life,” she chuckled, getting up. “For better or worse, this is my home now, even if I have to hire a cleaning service to keep things up. But you’d better not replace all your Minnesota swag with Iowa Hawkeye gear, or I’ll never hear the end of it from my friends.”

“Gotta blend in, Ma,” he chuckled.

“Anyway.”

“What’s the plan?”

She glanced out at the blowing winds and snow collecting on the deck. “Thank goodness we got the deep freezes all stocked before today. Weatherman says we’ve got this throughout the weekend. What would you think about stuffed pork chops, green beans, and stuffing?”

“Wouldn’t say no to it at all. Need any help with it?”

“With just us two? Never mind. I imagine you might want to get some writing done before dinner.”

“Yeah, might be a good idea. I’ll do that, eat and take care of dishes for you, then get a workout before checking emails and getting another writing session in.”

“All right,” she said, leaning over to kiss him on the forehead. “Have a good time. Congratulations and love you.”

“Love you too, Mom,” he said as she left.

When he was sure his mother was not only out of his writing space but well on her way down the stairs and to the kitchen on the ground floor, it was only then that he went back to his laptop and started to boot it up again.

As part of his application to the Writer’s Workshop, he’d had to submit something to the selection committee, either a set of poems for those entering the poetry track or either one or two short stories or selections from a larger work for those on the fiction track. He now started searching for the piece he’d submitted to the Writer’s Workshop.

For most of his short time as a writer, he’d considered himself a lover of fantasy fiction. He’d long been a fan of writers like Tolkien, Lloyd Alexander, and others, as well as newer traditional fantasy writers like Robert Jordan, Brandon Sanderson and those classified as “urban” fantasy authors like Jim Butcher and Laurell K. Hamilton. During his years in high school and college, he’d dabbled in short stories along these lines, and had even toyed with two novel-length fantasy projects later when he was at U.M. He’d occasionally shown his mother and sister the results of his efforts, and they’d always approve of them and encourage him.

When he’d first started to plan his application to Iowa, though, he wondered whether those previous efforts would get the program’s attention. Despite its reputation, it was not opposed to genre writing, although it was certainly one of the homes – indeed, one of the crucibles of literary fiction. He knew many successful attendees of the program needed to apply multiple times before acceptance, so he got the feeling he’d have to up his game with his submission.

One evening last year, after he’d admittedly gotten well into a six-pack of nine-percent IPA dark ale brewed in St. Paul, he’d begun a new story far different than any he’d written up until then. He hadn’t shown it to either his mother or sister – “I don’t want to jinx myself,” he’d told Mom, and she and Jordan accepted the explanation – and he was unsure whether he ever would as he opened the file. While he’d previously written about sacred quests, mysterious sea voyages into unknown waters, and warring magical beings in the depths of New York, what he’d come up with for his submission was something completely different.

The older man glowered in the corner of the squared circle, holding himself up off the canvas with the assistance of the top ring ropes. He was a study in a modest layer of fat above hardened gristle and solid bone, guarded as he straightened what remained of his dark pompadour over his head. The man disregarded entirely the boos of the audience and the occasional shower of beer and spit from them. But his eyes widened as he considered not the rabid fans, but the approach of his opponent to the ring.

The young man, broad-shouldered and taller than his adversary, strolled toward the ring, unconcerned with the surrounding crowds or their reaction. He was dressed in jeans, a leather jacket, and battered cowboy boots held together with duct tape. In his right hand, he wielded a baseball bat with a coil of rusty barbed wire wrapped around and nailed to it. In his left hand, he had a steel-linked chain wrapped around his fist.

He glanced at the old man with an invigorating mix of joy and hate. “Hey, Dad,” he shouted loud enough so it carried over the crowd, “glad to see you again.” Resting the bat against his right shoulder, he started to make his way up the steel steps to enter the ring.

Robbie couldn’t figure it out. Most of his fiction had been well constructed worlds where his imagination could run rampant and explore new characters and new situations. This was something different, a timebomb made up of his fears and resentments planted right on the page. He’d never tried to bring his personal life into his fiction, and now it was right there, ready to blow up. He’d typed up the scene before he could stop himself, in part because he never felt like he had to stop himself from writing something before.

Every instinct told him to delete it before it got any bigger. However, Robbie thought he probably should keep it. Every student at the workshop would have a master’s thesis project, either a book-length manuscript or a series of short stories for fiction writers or a series of poems for the poetry members. If this is the reason they chose me, I might need to stick with it.

Idly, he opened the file information for the story, wondering how many words he’d already committed to the idea, trying to talk himself into deleting it instead. Suddenly, his eyes fixed on the “date created” information for the file: 5/1/2016.

He recognized the date immediately. It was his father’s 6oth birthday.

Robbie groaned. He had imagined the ghosts of his family’s past were in the past, where they couldn’t hurt anyone, him especially. But now they were out of his head and on the page, where they had found fans in the program he wanted to join. He’d been on guard against his family’s past, against what it had done to his family.

But, maybe I can control it, on the page, he thought. Maybe I can write about it here, tame it, exorcise it so it doesn’t overwhelm me. I guess I’m going to have to, because even though I wanted to bury my past, it just crawled out of that damn hole I dug.


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Poetry Night at the Writing Life, 27 April 2025: Spring has sprung

Hi, everyone, welcome to Poetry Night.

I have to admit the poetry wasn’t as free flowing as it has been recently. There’s a good explanation for that – I’ve been in the midst of revising my upcoming novel The Yank Striker’s Journey. It’s a bit difficult to write words when you’re trying to trim down words you’ve written, among other skills. It’s especially true when you are trying to write in something approaching verse but revising in prose. But, those are the breaks, and I am dedicating myself to try and actually write poetry rather than just brag I write it every once in a while1. So, as usual, I decided to follow what was going around me as inspiration for today’s offerings.


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Onto the new words. The first poem is inspired by the arrival of the shortest season in the state of Iowa – Spring.


Spring is Sprung

26 April 2025, Fort Madison, Iowa

It’s a fantastic feeling

Driving with the windows open

No sweat on your brow

Shirtsleeve comfort

Bright sun direct and above

No cloud in the sky

Enjoying the first soft-serve ice cream cone

Of Spring.

There’s a regret wrapped in the joy

Because this is Iowa

And in a few weeks

Summer and corn sweat will fill the air.


I couldn’t get revising off my mind this weekend, so it ended up in a poem.


Disappearing Words

26 April 2025, Fort Madison, Iowa

It’s a wonderful sensation

Just like creation

Of the words and worlds from your mind.

You feel accomplished again

When you read words then

Start making them disappear.

The aim is for

You to say less and not more

While allowing the reader to fill the empty spaces.

You hammer the words

Like the smith beat the swords

And leave yourself something strong and true.


That’s it for tonight. See you poetry fans back here in May.


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  1. 1I’m even writing several poems I’m not planning on publishing right away, which I never used to do. I like having the freedom of writing something without having the pressure of wanting to publish it right away. ↩︎